UNBREAK MY HEART

chapter 2

I woke up early ..not like i  had slept much though.I looked at myself in the mirror i started asking myself aint i pretty enough,is it because i got some facial hair ...or that im not that thick.I knew Ced loved thick girls but i aint that bad i thought.My eyes were swollen and so red as if i had smoked something.I dont know how my mom believed me yester night when i told her i had to finish my homework so i skipped dinner.I took a shower and silently thanked God Theo talked me into getting braids because i knew it would  have taken an hour to make my natural hair presentable enough  and i could notice my body changing but pushed that thought at the back of my mind..i guess i was just seeing things . I took an oversized sweater and wore it along with my jeans.I never wore that kind of dressing but ever since what i did with Cedric i always felt ashamed with my body and i always felt dirty.I grabbed my backpack took my homework and left the house early before my mom and dad woke up.

'Hey you'..that was my friend Theo actually my only friend weve been friends since form 1 and since then we've been inseperable

'Hy how are you...please tell me you did the Geo assignment i need to copy and paste '

'Since when do you sleep without doing homework and are you having a fashion crisis ...dude and whats wrong with your eyes'.Theo had a habit of asking too many questions once it was hard to put up with her.

'I umm i couldnt find a clean tshirt or blouse so this was my only option.'..i lied trying to sound casual so that Theo wouldnt recognise the change of voice.

'Ayden its a Monday and you  do your laundry every satarday so stop lying...i know you are hiding something from me and i need you to spit it out.Whats wrong are your parents fighting again.Do u miss your grandma..oh is it Cedric i swear if its him ill beat the hell out of him.'

By the mention of his name i couldnt control myself i started crying..i already missed him and i still couldnt believe that he had dumped me.. my Cedric had dumped me...Gosh whats happening to me

'Awww whats wrong Aydie ...did you guys fight ...what happened'..Theo said coming  to hug me and wipe the tears away.

'He ..he ..we broke up yesterday..' i said sobbing.even i couldnt believe those words ..Cedric and i are done .just wow.

'What the f...i mean why what happened did he cheat.Or you want to focus on your last exam.Is that so..because clearly there is no way you guys could split..i mean you are Cedric and Ayden '.Theo said and i could clearly see the shock of it in her eyes

I just  shook my head and continued walking to school we were so early so we werent in a hurry.Theo tried to comfort me but i told her i dont need sorries and she kept quiet.Thats why i liked her she knew how to react at the right time.As we walked into the school i could see people staring at  me others pointing at me  .I just figured maybe it was my dressing not until..

'wow i never knew what they meant when they said still waters run deep'..Amber said in front of me.Amber was the girl who hated  every inch of my gut the reason why i dont know.I usually choose to ignore her but Theo always jumps in..(well so much of a good friend)

'What are you talking about Amber'.Theo said  anger already visible on her face.(seriously this girl needed anger management)

'Oh  well you know nothing much .Just that this miss Goody  here has been dumped after losing her virginity to her Mr perfect.Girl i hate you but really i thought so highly of you..and you  know what he's even going around telling people  that he got it all and he used withdrawal method.Jeez Ayden what are your brains for..dont you know that you can use protection.'.Amber said  smiling

Theo was in shock.I hadnt told her about that encounter with Cedric i was so ashamed with myself.And right now all i could think of was that everybody knows ..they do know..that meant my teachers knew. So thats why every one was looking at me like that.I couldnt stop my tears everything was a blur in my eyes.How could Cedric so this to me....