UNBREAK MY HEART

Chapter 4

I left detention and headed home.Theo was in her art class.I so much wanted to go and and lie down.Recently id been feeling all weak amd dizzy and sometimes wondered if i was going to put up with this for nine months.I couldnt believe i had a human being inside of me at 17 i was pregnant that wasnt my dream that wasnt the plan ,i thought sadly.No more law school,no more parties at college and girl talk with my roomate..all those plans had vanished into thin air..i wanted to cry until my thoughts were ruined by someone calling my name from a distant.

'Ayden!" I turned and saw a figure running towards me it was a boy and i thought it was Cedric maybe he wanted to sort things out i thought happily only to see Jaylen's face come to view .

'Hey Jay how are you.What are you doing running in my hood'.I said smiling at him and shaking his hand.

'I um i wanted to talk to you i didnt see you in the cafeteria i thought you were sick or something''he said looking nervous.

'Awww thats so nice of you Jaylen im okay Theo and i just thought of skiping class and catching up you know',,I lied trying to sound convincing.

' um catching up on  Monday thats interestin'.I laughed so much wishing he could just drop the subject .

'Seriously Ayden are you okay..i heard the rumour your boyfriend is spreading at school...are you real really okay''.Jaylen was my exboyfriend he was actually my first love my first kiss.Although we broke up we were always fond of each other and cared for each other.

'Ex-boyfriend',I corrected him

' oh sorry i didnt know why what happened..is it because of what happened of the lie he is spreading'.He asked his face full of concern.

'No he just dumped me Jaylen..same way that happened between us'.Jaylen and I were so much in love for a year and some months until he started changing and all of a sudden he just broke up with me.I was hurt but not so much of the pain i feel right now.'And also that rumour he is spreading is not a lie' i said staring deep into his eyes.

'Oh .oh..you never wanted to do that not until you went to college.Did he force you Ayden because if he did i will teach him a lesson.' His hands were already prepared to punch someone.His care brought tears to my eyes .I had dissapointed a lot of people.

'No Jay(i sniffed)he didnt force me it was ..it was umm consentual' i said trying to hold back my tears.

'Oh..im sorry Aydie for freaking out so soon'Jaylen said hugging me'Aydie  are you pregnant' he asked as we were hugging.I cried more gripping his shirt i didnt care if i was embrassing my self messing his clothes i just cried and cried and he stood there comforting me .

'Its okay Aydie im here for you through it all..even Theo too  we are going to get through this together okay.Of course  we may not be feeling the same pain as you but we will get through this together'Jaylen said stroking my hair.

Jaylen walked me home in silence it wasnt awkward but actually it was comfortable.

I went inside and thanked God my parents were not home yet.I went and took a shower and got into my baggy PJs and threw myself on the bed and slept like a baby until i was woken up by a  knock on my door.

''Come in'' i said at the same time yawning.My mom made herself into my room and looked at my desk and saw no book open''Hezvo nhaiwe Aydie kwakanaka here kurara this time zvamboita seiko''( Aydie why are you sleeping this early .Whats wrong)My mom asked .

'' Im sorry mom i had a difficult exam today at school so just thought of taking a rest'i lied silently praying that none of my teachers had called home saying i had skipped lessons and got into detention.

'Mmmm okay im letting you off the hook this once i had to cook dinner after work just because you  were in here snoring..let this be the last time that happens young lady.'my mom said trying to cool down her anger

'I wont i promise mom..and thanks for cooking dinner', i smiled and she left my room after telling to come and eat.

Dinner was okay except that the meal made me want to throw up.Oh this was going to a  long ride down the nine months ...