UNBREAK MY HEART

Chapter 8

After dinner with my friends  we dropped Theo at her house.As we drove to my apartment there was this tense atmosphere in the car, i really dont know why.As we arrived i turned to say goodbye
"thanks for the ride Jay talk to you tomorrow"

' Ayden im leaving for Uni tomorrow i wont be able to see you'

"Oh umm i didnt know"

''Yeah...and im going to miss you Aydie and you have to take care of yourself okay' he  looked sad" ill try coming and visit during weekends when i get the chance"

"Thanks Jay i really appreciate what you do for me but dont stress yourself about visiting ill be okay dont worry im a  big girl now."i forced a smile it did hurt knowing that he was leaving.I was  going to be alone .

"Ayden im so sorry about what i did to you..and about all the sudden turn of events.I wish i could turn back time reverse the words that made us split and all of this wouldnt have happened" he said through tears.Jaylen had a soft heart and he was so caring i always loved that about him.

" Jay i know you feel bad and i do too.If i hadnt moved on too soon after we broke up maybe i will not be pregnant right now.And im sorry about the humiliation you went through at school because i had misplaced you.Im really sorry Jay.But right now i want you to go to that Uni and enjoy yourself find a beautiful girl fall in love  and have fun but study hard" i said pointedly at him.

" i will thanks Aydie for everything and please do take care of yourself you hear me" he smiled and we hugged goodbye.

As i got into my apartment i got this crashing feeling of loneliness.Like to my friends i plastered on a happy face but deep down i was hurting.I had ruined my life so early.I was broken and Cedric didnt want me anymore.How was i going to do this how was i going to figure out my life at such a young age.I found myself crying and crying again.I was alone and pregnant.And i needed to be strong for me and for the baby but right now i just didnt feel like it .The pain was too real for me. I slept for about two hours and then woke up to the sound of my stomach.I had a huge appetite these days. I helped my self to some cookies and milk and sat down looking for job offers online.

Theo:  dude ..did you see Cedric' s post on facebook...i read Theo's text suddenly my heart started beating so fast.

Me: nope why whats wrong

Theo: I think you should go and check for yourself but honestly that a$$hole needs to show you some respect.

That made my heart beat even way faster.What had Cedric posted about me on facebook.I was freaking out .I mean really facebook the whole world can see that.

I went through Cedric's updates and came along his picture with a stunning girl hugging each other facing the camera making pouty faces as a pose.To be honest the picture was really nice.But i was kinda hurt though he didnt take time to replace me i guess i didnt mean that much to him.

I went along searching for jobs online .If i wanted to survive i needed to work.And luckily i found a job offer at restaurant ...well at least that was better.

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Hey guys sorry about that short chapter and i hope im getting better on the spelling errors please forgive me

Stay blessed 💞

Loloelle