Irresistible

Eighteen

A/n; lol you guys are gonna kill me..but before you do, Taylor is coming in at this chapter, not telling you when though. The other guys maybe after the next two chapters.

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Chpt 18-

Courtney's POV

and...he backed away before anything happened. I quickly stepped back feeling embarrassed.

"I really have to go, see you at school?" Damian said as he walked towards the door and opened it. I pulled a strand of hair behind my ear and looked down and nodded.

His engine started and he drove off. I face palmed myself for being stupid. He has a girlfriend.

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I woke up by my alarm clock. I did my morning routine and got ready for school. I remembered I need a ride so I called Emily. We met and she was new, and now we are best friends.

If you're wondering about Taylor, we stopped talking. We were fine, but then Magcon ending and him gaining a carrer sunsation tour. It was so much I guess. We aren't close anymore.

I got dressed and headed downstairs. I had on Jean shorts with a white loose shirt with white vans.

"Bye mom, bye dad." I said as I have them both a cheek kiss and grabbed two pieced of bacon from the table.

"Have a good day, love you." They mumbled to me as I walked out. I waited then Emily's car appeared.

"Get in loser, we have to go to school." I laughed at her quoting mean girls. I jumped in and she took off.

"We should hang today." Emily told me. I modded, yah totally but after school we have to stop at my house I have extra money there." I said checking my phone. She nodded back.

"So have you talked to Damian?" She asked me. I quickly felt my stomach twist. "Um, no why?" I said trying to be casual. She simply waved if off. The rest of the car ride was just gossip.

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As soon as she parked the car, she rushed to get out. She is either always asking for extra credit or making up test, even though she has straight A's.

"See you in 3rd period!" She yelled speed walking away almost dropping all of her books. She studies so hard because of her parents. They want her to go to PENN university, just like her older sister. They expect her to be as perfect as she is. I feel bad for her, she has so much pressure on her.

I waved to her as I slung my bag over my shoulder. I took my time walking to class, I didn't wonna see Damian after last night. I was afraid he wanted to talk, that he would tell me the "we should stay friends" speech.

I walked into 1st first period. I got a text from my dad and was about to open it up. I usually wouldn't text during class but he texted me during school and that means it's important.

But the teacher caught me and took my phone. I tried explains but she still didn't care. I slumped in my in my seat as I began thinking of video ideas. I had been doing weekly videos for a while now and earned so many more fans.

YouTube makes me happy. If I could do that for the rest of my life, I would.

It was now 3rd period and we had a project due. Emily and I paired up, but I told her I would do most of it. Like I said she has lots to do, she great fully accepted but insisted on at least doing some research.

By lunch I was starving, I finally got my phone back, I felt like I forget something but shrugged it off.

I wasn't very hungry so I decided to walk around and read one of my book report books. I bumped into someone and it was Damian.

"Sorry." I mumbled shyly as I tried walking away before he pulled me back. Flashbacks of last night came back to me.

"Courtney, can we talk?" Oh no, here it comes. He is gonna start by telling me last night should've never almost happened. That he has a girlfreind that he loves and we are just friends. I would then go home and cry.

"Yah sure." I said putting my book back into my bag. We walked over to a building where it was private. I wasn't mentally prepared.

"About last night.." I couldn't take it. The word vomit, not actually vomit.

"I know, I'm sorry you have a girlfriend and I know nothing happened but it shouldn't of happened at all. I'm sorry, I hope it's not weird, because we have been friends forever and I really need you-" I was interrupted by Damian's lips softly against mine. It felt like the longest kiss of all time.

As he pulled away my eyes opened. Guilt came rushing back to me. It doesn't feel right, not at all.

"Damian why..." I couldn't finish my sentence, I was too shocked. "I know it's not right but Courtney, oh Courtney I've had feelings for you and trust me I've tried getting rid of them but lately something keeps pulling me back." He tells me pushing a strand a hair behind my ears. Resting his hand on my cheek.

"But Victoria , your girlfriend." I stated taking his hand off my cheek. I don't like cheating, I want no part of it.

"I'll break up with her, if it means I'll have you." He says grabbing my hand and kissing it. "But shell know it has sonething to do with me." I said sighing, i don't want her to think anything bad.

"Then we will wait, do things behind closed doors until the smoke clears. It'll be romantic and keep things interesting." He says brining my hands up and kissing both of them while looking into my eyes. I nodded as he pulled me in and kissed me again.

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As Emily was driving me home I was nonstop smiling. She tried asking but gave up. I told her to come with inside. We decided to go to the mall then come back and watch a movie but I wanted to grab money and fix myself.

I knocked on the door and waited a couple of minutes. I had gotten a text from Damian saying: 'I need you next to me right now :(' I immediately glowed and heard the door open. I didn't bother looking up.

I was about to walk upstairs until I hear a voice I hadn't heard in a months.

"Nice to see you too Carebear." I turned around to see Taylor standing there with an amazed Emily behind him staring in awe.

"Taylor?" I asked a little to surprised. His hair was cut and his shirt wasn't cut. He had on a button up with black pants and white vans. I barely recognized him without the shaggy hair or sunglasses.

"Surprised?" He asked as he tried to come give me a hug. But I backed away.

"Are you serious? Do you think you could just show up here, and say "Hey!" And then everything will be fine." I shook my head, he looked confused which only made me madder. "You ignored me for A YEAR T! One whole god DAMN YEAR! You didn't even care you just left me alone. You know what I was going through and you LEFT me!"

I yelled at him tears running down my face. I probably looked ugly but I didn't care, I kept that inside me so long.

"Court." He said to me as I turned to walk put the door with Emily following me. I turned back to him, he knew.

"Don't call me that." I said before waking out and into Emily's car. She tried to comfort me but I told her to drive me to Damian's. She didn't ask any questions as I got out and rushed to his door.