Last Kiss
Authors note: My mind is occupied of a lot of thoughts these days. So there, I wrote one of them. I was busy at school but I can't help. Maybe I just want to be inspired. Enjoy reading :))
A One-shot Story.
I was not brave. Actually, I wasn't brave at all. That's why I was left behind. I'm stupid. I admit.
I hate how my life is ruined. I was called princess but I was never a princess at all. I've got all but there's still missing. And its him.
"Peace be with you.." I kissed my father's cheecks. If you are wondering, were at the church. It was like our family bonding. Sweet, right?
I was going to greet our neighbors when I saw a familiar couple. What a coincidence! It was the sweetest couple in town. She's Kimberly Simson, my bestfriend and the guy is Alfred Cy. They're just perfect together. But I hate thinking of it. Alfred suddenly looked at my direction that's why I hurriedly looked away.
"Hey, are you alright?" my brother patted my shoulder.
"Yeah." I flashed a quick smile.
"You sure?" I nodded. He looked so worried. I can't blame him. I was depressed these days. I almost failed all my subjects last semester.
I tried to compose myself to listen to the mass but I can still feel him looking at my direction. Just ignore him, okay?
My attention diverted when the choir sings. They are just kindergartens. They're so cute! Especially the fat kid at the center. I think his polo will explode anytime soon. Hahaha.
The children formed a heart shape and there was a girl and a boy who dance in the middle. I can't help but cry. I remember this familiar scene. How can I forget? It was me and Alfred.
The three of us are classmates since highschool. Actually, Kimberly and I are bestfriends since elementary and we just accidentally met this cold Alfred. And since then we became close.
Alfred and I got into a secret relationship. We can't tell anyone because I was the daughter of the president of the school. If my parents know it, they will definitely bring me back to America. And I don't want it to happen! So we kept our love secret from anyone including Kimberly.
My phone suddenly vibrated.
*I miss you.*
It was from an unknown number. It was so familiar. When I look at Alfred, he is smiling at me with his phone in his hand. It was from him? I smiled back. Bitterly.
We are going to tell our parents about our relationship when his grandfather died. His familiy got no other choice but to arranged him to their company partner. Sad to say, it was Kimberly's family company. And because Kimberly doesn't know about our relationship, she didn't declined at all.
We tried to fixed everything but it was against all odds. I was dying in pain. Why can't we be together? Why all of this had to happened? And guess what, they're getting married.
After the mass, I hurriedly went out of the church. I can't breath the same air he breaths.
"Are we going straight home?" I asked dad when we got into the car. Please bring me away from here!
"I think you just have to stay here for awhile." my mom hugged me. I don't know but it made cry. They really know me that well.
"Thanks mom. Thanks dad. Have a safe trip home."
I decided to stay at the park near the baywalk. I think I should get some fresh air to refresh my mind. I stand near a flountain. I brought a penny and wish.
"I wish I was with him." and I throw it in the fountain.
"Sandee!!" someone called me. And to my surprise it was Alfred. My wish was granted that instant.
"What are doing here? Where's Kimberly?"
"I missed you." he looked at me intenly. I was speechless.
"You loose weight.." he's still the same. He still worries to me a lot.
"I'm alright. And you... you look so happy." I tried to smile.
"Not as the same without you... "
It was a long silence between us. It was like were talking with uor eyes.
I miss his brown eyes
His blonde hair
His oh-so pointed noes
His red cheecks
His safe arms
and him..
"I miss you." I finally said to him.
We just can't have everything in our life. We have to let go of what we already have for the better. Even if it was like giving up your life.
"I love you.." and there he kissed me.
It was like we don't want to let go but we have to. I didn't know that it would hurt me this much.
When I open my eyes, he was gone.
It was our first kiss but definitely our LAST.
