I'm lost in the past,
I'm lost in my past.
And I can't seem to find
My own way back.
I'm falling too fast,
I'm falling so fast
I can't stop now so
Just let me pass.
I'm lost in my memories and
I've tried to find my way home.
To the mind I know.
I'm lost in my feelings and
All the things I never could see.
Oh, can it be?
How can this be?
I think that I've lost myself
While trying to find someone else.
And I'm not him anymore.
I think that I've fallen too far
Back down into my past
And I can't find my way back.
I'm drowning in doubt and I'm choking
On all my mistakes.
But there's no other way.
I'm watching myself in the past and
I don't think that I'll ever change.
I don't want to change.
I'm someone I can't recognize,
Evolved from all those lies.
I'm someone that's stronger
But colder
And now I realize
I see the world with different eyes.
The pain and the heartbreak,
They molded me into someone else.
And it made me stronger now.
Your words and deceptions
They've broken me down.
But can't you see?
Maybe I'm soaring now.
So I'll look to my past and my sins
But I won't fall too far in.
And every time I see you,
I'll remember that I'm someone new.
Someone who's better
Without you.
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Tenebris: The Complete Collection
PoetryI struggle. I change. This is the cycle. This is the end. A collection of my own personal poems spanning the last three years, about the life I've lived and the world around me. Contains dark imagery, and mature themes including death and self harm...
