Going Backwards (Klance Omegaverse)

2: Lance

The pain I was feeling was something that no one would ever think that someone like me would experience. I'm an alpha, and alphas are supposed to be the big guys, the strong ones who take care of their significant other, whether it be an omega or a beta. So me crying and being scared of having a procedure was against everything I had thought. This year was especially hard for me. First my girlfriend, Allura Altea, had gotten mad when I confided in her that I was bisexual. She accused me of cheating. I wasn't though. I had just confided in her because I wanted to tell someone other than my family. I had loved Allura. Second, after me and Allura actually came back together to discuss how our breakup went down, and we decided to remain friends, her son of a bitch cousin Lotor decided to try and kill me. Allura did tell him that she would tell his father, Corran the principal of the school, and would be able to not only get him kicked off the Football team, but crush his dreams at getting a scholarship in college so he could lay professional. Third, my body was reacting dangerously due to my ruts. It seems that I was supposed to be born a woman, so I still had a uterus. And my ruts were a combination of ruts and heats, seeing as slick seeped out of me when I went in rut. I had gotten in dangerous situations, which led to me having to get 4 surgeries this year in order to not only remove the uterus, but also remove the slick producing in my body. I had one more surgery which was in a few days. Fourth, my parents got divorced because of my rut/heats and my numerous surgeries. They always tell you that it's not the child's fault, this time my parents actually fought in front of me. It pained me that I was the reason for my mother's suffering. Before the 3rd surgery 4 months ago, I had actually passed out, slick producing and seeping out of me and my penis creating a knot. I had apparently been like that for an hour because my mom found me like that. So I knew why my parents were fighting. 

Dad had moved out almost 3 months ago. We talked everyday and he still plays the card, "It's not your fault Lance. We are just polar opposites and we can't handle the stress. Maybe when you are better and everything settles down maybe we can get back together." It made me want to scream. I knew that it was my fault. He was saying it right there. But he always came for my appointments and came for the inconsistent rut/heats I went into. Dad was a beta while Mom was an omega. Dad and Mom sat there with me, even when I passed out. They helped me get as cool as possible and didn't even flinch when out of nowhere my penis would create a knot.

I had a lot of reasons to be thankful, I had my family and even though my parents couldn't handle the marriage they sure as hell could handle the child. I was the only one of my dad's children. The other 3 were my mom's former husband who she divorced when he tried to hurt Veronica, the oldest. Junior year was supposed to be the best year ever. We were going to have a dance where we could dance with whoever we wanted. Instead I spent most of my days going to the doctor and getting surgeries. It didn't take long for me to recover from one. Being an alpha made me heal quickly, should I wish for it. Usually it was used for if the alpha got hurt and their mate was in danger. I did it so I could get rid of all the surgeries. 

Mom knew that I was using my healing and told me that this last surgery would be hard to heal fast. I would either be in a wheelchair or be using crutches. Mostly the wheelchair. This surgery would not only get rid of the slick for all, they were also readjusting my body to the empty space where the uterus used to be and my penis would enlarge so I would be in too much pain on my lower body to walk.

Dad was driving me and Mom to the clinic to have one last check up before my surgery. I was scared but I saw Dad grab Mom's hand tightly as we drove. At least two people were getting their lives together. Now after this surgery I would have to get mine.

(THESE WERE JUST THE INTRODUCTIONS TO THE STORY. JUST A WAY FOR YOU TO KNOW WHY THEY ARE GOING TO IGNORE EACH OTHER IN MANY SEXUAL AND LOVING PLACES LATER ON. THEY ARE BOTH VERY DEPRESSED, KEITH IN LOSING HIS FATHER AND LANCE IN HIS SURGERIES AND HIS PARENTS DIVORCE.

LOVE YOU ALL MY LOVELY ROSES>

LILLIE)

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