Twoset Violin oneshots or possibly more

Say You Hate Me

( some angsty fic with a relevantly happy ending left open to the imagination of what you think happens next)

" Darling have you seen my sleeping pills?" I looked across the sink counter, my brows knitted together in frustration where could they have gone?

Eddy's voice rang into the hotel room from where he stood on the balcony," I don't know dear. Maybe you left them in your suitcase" love wishes for the best, is trusting, patient, and is kind but the shakiness of his voice told me that he wasn't telling the truth. I sighed slightly as I walked out of the bathroom then glanced around the hotel room in suspicion and worry, " Okay… " I finally forced out a reply then walked out to the balcony," Eddy my love are you doing okay?"

He turned to face me with a grin," Of course I am. I poured us some wine while I was waiting for you. Shall we drink?" He handed me a glass which I gently took," Indeed we shall" I smiled back watching him wearily if something was wrong he would tell me right? We clinked are glasses together before bringing our beverages to our lips. I watched him with the intensity of a fire as his gaze fell to the city below. I glanced at his glass noticing a residue that seemed to be a fine ground powder how strange.

" You know I love you, right?" He refused to look at me as he spoke," I wouldn't purposely do anything to hurt you…I want you to know that what I do isn't your fault. Don't blame yourself"

" I know without a doubt as I undoubtedly love you...Eddy dear look at me, what's wrong? You're scaring me" I approached his side– leaving my glass on the railing–with growing anxiety yet he still refused to even give me a glance," Please Eddy"  I reached up cupping his face to force his gaze upon me. I felt his tears before I saw them. My hands fell from his face as my own eyes widened," What have you done?"

" I'm sorry" He murmured, letting his head fall onto my shoulder with a thud," I'm sorry," he repeated starting to panic hoarsely.

I quickly wrapped my arms around his torso," I'm going to call for help, okay baby?" I tried to keep calm but all I could think was  fuck fuck fuck! I didn't know what else to do but carefully guide him inside. I could feel him starting to go limp and dry heave.

" Tell me that you hate me" came a broken sob," make it easier for me to let go"

" I could never hate you! Please hold on!" I felt something hot starting to run down my cheeks as my chest tightened. It felt suffocating as if I were drowning. I can't breath! I clutched at my phone quickly dialing 911. His body slackened, and there were no more sobs in the room but for mine please still be breathing please still be breathing.

" 911 what's your emergency?"

" My boyfriend just overdosed!" I wheezed out laying him on the bed.

" Is he still breathing?"

" Yes, thank god he's still breathing" I tried to feel his pulse quickly," b-but his pulse is slowing down fast" stuttering came natural in the panic

" Where are you?"

I spoke as clearly and quickly as I could and just as quickly the dispatcher said they were sending an ambulance. The next thing I knew I was alone with my possibly dying boyfriend with no sound but the ringing in my ears and the voices in my head. I put my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat," Please don't do this to me. Eddy please." The floodgates of my eyes were unleashed as I sobbed and pleaded with defeated screams of " Please!"

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" You're lucky you were present during the time of his overdose. Overdosing on sleeping meds are rarely fatal but with the ingestion of alcohol death becomes way more likely" Damn I just wanted to punch that nurse with her cheerful smile and tender voice! I fidgeted with my hands staying quiet as I watched Eddy rest with bloodshot and tired eyes. They had to pump his stomach to get all the toxins out and give him a shot of narcan to reverse the effects of the pills but all that mattered was that he was alive and breathing.
I slowly reached over grabbing his hand–once the nurse left the room– I brought it to my lips gently kissing the smooth flesh," We're going to get through this together I promise I won't leave your side" I smiled as silent tears began to roll down my face once more," I'll be with you until you wake up my love."

( I was up to late when I wrote this XD to be honest I just randomly found it in my archived fics and just decided to publish it. So here it is!)