One Shots ~ Newtmas

We Hoped, It Got Us Nowhere

TW: Mentions of suicide, suicide, cutting.
Oh and false hope

We wished upon a star
A star that shone above our heads one night
You said, "I hope that star will look after us both."
That night we fell asleep in each other's arms
But I woke up
Too early
And saw you on your phone
I took a peek and guess what I saw
It was someone else and you were flirting
I think their name was Teresa
I don't know
But you said I love you more than I've ever loved anyone else
And my heart shattered
What happened to you
Why would you do this
I shook you and you noticed my tears
You just shrugged and muttered, "it's over."
Two weeks later I wanted to leave so badly
I wanted to end it all
So my decision was final
And I died in your arms
After you found me, bleeding on the bathroom floor
Too bad you couldn't save me, your words just hurt
Even if you said sorry, it didn't mend me
It didn't make everything better
But what did was when you said it wasn't you
Because I knew it was wrong
But I also knew how crazy you were
So I went along with it
And died believing you loved me
Rather than had given up hope
And that star sure as hell looked over you
As I am now that star
We hoped we could stay together
We wished upon a star
But look where that got us
I don't like seeing the new necklace you have
Made of harsh rope
But I guess that's what we get in the end
I hoped, you hoped
But we didn't believe and that's what got us in the end
Tommy, I'm sorry, even though I shouldn't be ~ Newt

A/N: Sorry not sorry...

I was actually meant to get this out earlier but I completely forgot...whoops (also sorry for it being so short)