My younger brother[completed]

Can I stay?

Ross

I'm such an idiot. How could I have been so stupid as to cheat on my husband? It was the first time I swear. Look at all of the trouble I caused.

Now here I am sobbing into his shoulder hearing him say 'he's sorry' over and over again.

"Riker it's not your fault. It's all mine. I love you with all my heart." I say softly.

"Stop it! Just stop it already! Enough with the bull shit Ross!" He yells standing up an turning around staring out the window. "If you loved me and your children you wouldn't have done it." He says more calm.

"I love you and the kids."

"The why the hell did you do it? Huh?" He asks and I'm speechless. "Why? Especially in our bed. The one where we made love Ross."

Tears stream down his face which causes more to roll down mine.

"Years ago when you said you have a crush on me changed my world upside down. And I know for a fact it did you to. What happened to that? Did you loose interest in me? Because I never lost interest with you, never."

Oh his crushed, heartbroken face makes me cry.

"Stop please. Stop." I whisper wanting all of this to stop. "I didn't mean to do it. I wasn't thinking. You're making me feel more worse than I already am."

"Good! You should feel that way!" He shouts. "It's one thing if I find out you were cheating but our daughter saw you. I just don't....that bugs me even more."

"I'm sorry!" I shout at the top of my lungs. "I'm sorry I fucked up! People make mistakes!"

"Not to the ones they love."

"What's it gonna take for you to forgive me Riker? I can't live without you."

"Nothing. Nothing. There's nothing you can do to ever make me forgive you. That picture of you and jake is gonna be with me till the day I die! I can't take it out."

"Please riker. Don't do this." I sob.

"Get out. Just please get out." He sobs so hard. I feel my heart shattering even more.

"No no no please." I plead while sobbing. He shakes his head through his sobs and walks out of the room.

I sit down on our bed, where I just cheated on him. And cry my eyes out. To the point where I can't even breath.

My life is ruined. It's over. All because of a little fuck up.

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