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About two years ago I had a different account. One of my old friends had found that account at the time and read one of the books I had published. Though I didn't know it was her, she would always put hate comments on the book. "This story is shit." "Maybe, you should stick to reading books and stop making them." It was stuff like that. I pretty much ignored them since it was just some hatter who had nothing better to do. After about one month she took a screenshot of one of her comments and sent it to me. So the moment I saw the comment on my laptop, I got her message on my phone.

Warning: Its about to get very teen drama movie. And some suicidal thoughts

The day after in school she told me not to talk to her. I was confused, since I thought we were good friends. Also I forgot to mention, I was new to writing stories (and even now I find this story very cringey) so I had maybe 15 people reading. She was one of the four people commenting.

Soon I took down my stories and eventually my account. She just started bothering me through text and when I blocked her she went to social media. I'm gonna be honest and say I was around ten or eleven then so I didn't really need to have any social media, but I did.

I got my class changed, but she new where I lived and how to get back to her house from mine, so she would bother me until I got home. She had even tried to fight me once. It had gone on for almost a year before I finally broke down. Anxiety, depression, low self esteem, I was practically a different person.

I told my parents what was happening finally. And told them I wish I could end it all. They took me out of that school and got me some help, though they told me to stop saying it like that. When her parents got informed of the situation, I don't know what happen to her exactly, but I know they moved.

I'm better now, well not as depressed, but that's not better then not depressed at all. I still have days were I need to be alone, or I need to be surrounded by my family. That is where I got the idea for Peter needing to be left alone some days from. I came back to Wattpad as a way of sorta facing my fears and took up piano/ keyboard to help with my anxiety.

This long rant was to say thank you to those who have been commenting. When I publish a chapter. I get nervous and feel like I need to take it down. So when I see your comments I feel really happy. You should know your comments are the only reason I keep posting. So Thank you.

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