Why Me (Avengers Soulmates AU)

Quiet

"Listen, it's sad his mom died. But my brother and his wife just died of a robbery. And some how he is left untouched. That thing that my ex gave birth to is killing everyone he touches. I don't want him. HIs real father's name is Robert Lenson go ask him." Papa begin to walk away slowly with a lady who I've never seen before. "No. Papa come back. Please don't leave me." I tried to call out for him but I wasn't able to catch up. The scene changed. This time it was a man standing in front of me. "I don't want him. I told that lady to take birth control. Stupid bitch." I sat in my ten year old body crying without a family, unwanted and weak. But I was always weak, I'm still weak. I was too weak to stop papa from leaving, too weak to keep my mama alive, too weak to help my uncle and aunt take down a robber. Everything around me turned black as I see bodies pile up. First is papa, mama, Ben, May, Ned, MJ, Gwen, Flash, then mom and dad. I see their bodies in an airplane. The moment the airplane crashed I woke up.

I woke up in a cold sweat panting. I look and see it's 3 am. I take a shower and change into non-sweaty night clothes. I sneak into my parents room and without a word climb into bed with them. When I get in between them mom doesn't wake, but dad does.

"Hey buddy, another nightmare." I nod my head and he hugs me the best he could since we were both laying down.

"Do you want to tell us about it?" Mom said. How long has she been up. I don't want to keep them up, but it's hard to talk on days like this. After a while I am able to form words.

"Careful on plane to Japan." My voice is low and I barely form a complete sentence. I know I'm to old to sleep in my parents' bed but it keeps me calm to see that they are alright.

"Sorry, too old." I say about to get up when dad pulled me back down.

"Peter, we missed the first fifteen years of your life. We know it wasn't easy with whatever happened. We love you and it's our job to help and protect you." His word comfort me but I still woke them up and they have to leave in a few hours.

Mom sees I'm still guilty and she starts rubbing my back. "Honey, we have to wake up soon anyways and any other day it wouldn't matter. If you feel coming in and sleeping with us is too childish, then we can move to the couch and cuddle together there."

I nod my head and mom pushes me back to laying down. Dad plays with my hair and mom rubs my back until I fall asleep.

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When I woke up it was nine o'clock. It still wasn't in a good mood. While washing up I notice a note, 'We love you and will call you when we land. Remember Bruce is taking you to your appointment at one. P.S. We told everybody not to bother you.' I finish up and go down stairs where at least Wanda and Vision are.

To my surprise no one was in the living room. Then I heard talking from the dinning table.
"Clint if you don't stop throwing food, I will stab you."

"Shit, you got it in Bucky's hair. Let me get it for you."

"Thank you."

"I got it Steve. Sam, LANGUAGE."

"Dammit, who told you about that Scott."

Didn't you read that book yesterday my love."

"Yeah, but the characters remind me of us two."

"Tony would kill you if he saw the mess you made Clint."

"Shut it Rhode, I'll clean it up."

"Bruce do you know when Thor is coming back?"

"Maybe tomorrow."

How can they eat together everyday? Maybe it's a group bonding thing. Well they're really loud. I run to my room and got my phone and headphones. and play my favorite band 'My Chemical Romance'.