Kylers P.O.V.
I wanted to stop the pain. I needed the pain to stop. I felt my feet beat on the ground as I run to the woods. The adrenaline kept me from stopping. I heard my voice being called behind me but I did not dare to turn around.
I had no idea where I was running to. I turn and see the graveyard that my parents are in. I feel myself turn and run to the graveyard before I can stop myself. I stop at the gate, debating on whether I should walk in or not.
I slowly walk over to my parent's grave and start to talk.
"Hey Mom. Hey Dad. Im sure you see what is going on with me. I miss you so so so much. I met Ashton, who Im currently mad at. I do not think that I am going crazy. If they had to deal with what I have had to deal with, they would understand. Well I love you guys." I close my eyes and sigh. I just sit here thinking about how different my life would be, if they were still alive.
Ashtons P.O.V.
"She isn't picking up her phone. Where could she be?" I ask Becca, who is pacing frantically.
I hope she is alright. I followed her into the woods but then lost her again. I cant get it out of my head that she could be going crazy. I love her and I'm saying this to help her.
I can not lose her. I need to find her.
~3 hours later~
I called the guys to do a search party. Its Me, Michael , and Becca in one group and luke, Calum, and Michaela in the other.
We pass a couple of buildings and almost pass a graveyard until Becca spots a very fimilar figure sitting in front of two graves. We park and walk closer.
It is Kyler
Kyler's P.O.V.
I hear footsteps behind me and I don't turn around. Instead, I just keep looking at the graves.
"Kyler?" I hear a very soft voice ask me.
"babe? We need to get home." the voice is Ashton's. Without a word, I get up slowly and walk to the car.
The Car ride is silent. I look down and play with my thumbs. Trying to avoid all eye contact with anyone. I feel Ashton check on me a couple times but I try to ignore it.
I feel all eyes on me as I walk into my house. I walk straight to my room and shut the door behind me. Thats all I remember before I fall into a deep sleep.
~Saturday~
Today is the day we fly back to Australia. I wasnt looking forward to it at all. I had finally gotten over my fear of flying and now its back. I just want a normal life with my boyfriend and my friends. Why did I have to be so screwed up.
On the plane Ashton rarely talked to me and when he did it was to see if i was alright. Its like he is scared I will break but i know i will if everyone keeps treating me like im a child.
"Ash can you please stop looking at me like im gonna jump out of plane. I love that you care but honestly its starting to get really annoying."
" Im just trying to make sure you're okay."
"Well Im perfectly capable of taking care of myself."
He sighed not saying anything. He just put in his head phones and turned away from me.
"Why do you do that?" I heard michaela say.
"Do what?" I asked flatly. "Push everyone that cares about you away."
"I dont know what your talking about but i would appreciate if your would leave me alone." I said know exactly what she meant but I didnt want to admit it.
" See there you go again Im trying to talk to you and your pushing me away. Its not okay kyler because eventually we arent gonna take this crap from you and you will have no one. Even Ashton, even though he loves you, can only take so much. Just think about that next time you want to puch us away."
After that she got up probably going to the bathroom.
~*~
Ashton's P.O.V
I heard every word from Michaela. I love Kyler so much and to see her like this isn't okay. I love her so much. I hear her sign and put her head into her hands.
She stayed like that for the rest of the ride home.
~*~
By the time we get home Kyler finally speaks to me.
"Do you have any beer?" I was happy she was talking to me but not the fact that she thought that drinking would help her problems.
"Kyler, Drinking won't help. Talk to me please."
That was all I said before she finally looked at me into the eyes and started crying. She falls to her knees and lets out a terrible sob. It breaks my heart to see her like this.
"My problem is, is that I dont know what to do with myself. I have all of these problems and I feel guilty because I feel like im bringing everyone down with me." she says between sobs.
"Kyler, remember everything is going to be okay. I love you." the last part was barely a whisper.
That was all I said to her as I held her for hours.
