Bizzle imagines

33. Your mine again(sad,cute)

Justin's not famous ;)

Blah blah blah was all i heard leaving my good friend, Chaz's mouth.

I watched my ex boyfriend Justin a few booths away in this old fashioned diner.

He's sitting beside a girl I know just barely, Tiffany as she hangs off him while he looks uncomfortable. I watch them, Ryan, Nolen, and Marcus, tears ready to spill.

Why did we have to come to this restaurant? Why did I have see them together?

Justin and I were sweethearts since the beginning of grade 12, and just a couple weeks ago we broke up.

I fell in love with him and I thought he loved me but we somehow fell apart.

It hurts to see him and crushes my heart even more to see he's moved on already.

Chaz knows he's there, Tiffany is purposely smiling sweetly at me, purposely touching and kissing Justin. And Justin knows I'm here and sees them as he awkwardly scoots away from her each time she touches him.

I'm so hurt, so angry, so jealous. I knew I was gonna have my heart broken and it flipping sucks. How do people recover?

Tiffany always had a thing for Justin, sending him flirty smiles, little touches even when I was standing right there, his girlfriend.

I gave Justin a lot. I gave him my love, my patience, respect and my damn virginity.

Even though I'm hurt and angry with him, I don't regret our special memories and my decisions. Just wish I didn't love him, this would be so much easier.

She's practically a Barbie doll, hanging off him like a damn leech.

And it hurts to see Nolen, Ryan and Marcus there with them. We or were good friends, they liked me and now they just look mortified.

And I'm not lying or trying to make myself feel better, I'm stating what I see.

She knows what she's doing to me, trying to ruin me. What a goddamn bitch, doesn't Justin see that? Men, so clueless.

It just doesn't seem like him, I don't get it.

I haven't moved on, I don't plan on meeting anyone new anytime soon, the break up stage in effect.

"Can we please leave Chaz? This is killing me" I whine quietly, ducking my head as I wipe away a tear.

"Y/n, you need to face it. Yes I'm your friend and I hate seeing you sad but you need to get over him. So wipe your tears, eat your greasy heart attack burger and screw em" Chaz states and I sniffle, nodding slightly.

He's always there for me, thank god for him.

I go back to eating my burger, forcing myself to not look over at them.

"Wanna come to the party tonight at Dave's?" Chaz asks and I shake my head no, sad written all over my face as I pick at my napkin, eating my burger.

"Don't you wanna meet someone new?" He asks softly and I gulp back a lump in my throat along with my food.

"I just want Justin" I whisper, voice cracking, tears surfacing but I push them away, taking another bite of my burger.

"Exactly, you want him. You don't need him Y/n" Chaz responds and I glance over his shoulder at Justin.

His skin looks dull, dark under eyes, dry lips, as he stares at his napkin. He looks so..depressed.

Where's his smile? The sparkle in his hazel eyes?