Friends With Benefits (Complete)

Ending It All

No matter how scared I was. I couldn't stop thinking that it would make everything better. I was afraid of it hurting. I hated anything that would inflict pain upon me. I also felt selfish of bringing Logan into this. I felt that if he does this, it would be my fault. I chose to tell him.

But I know somewhere that even if I wouldn't have told him, he would have done it either way because of how much I mean to him. He cares a lot about me and I need for it to all end because the pain in my heart is greater than anything else.

"Logan," I said as I slipped on my dress. "Yeah?" He asked me. "It's time," I said. Logan looked at me and nodded. Logan got dressed as well before following me into the bathroom. "Are you still sure you want to do this?" I asked him. "Are you still sure you want to do this?" Logan asked me. I nodded.

"Then if you are doing it, then so am I," Logan said. I looked him in the eyes and saw that he was heartbroken. He was sad. I know he didn't want to leave behind his family even though they were horrible people. He loved them. Or liked them. Logan never had strong feelings for his family. His father chooses his work over his family and his mother went along with it.

Logan's older brother was an asshole and Logan's young brother was sweet but too young to understand. But Logan despised his family for 1 reason, Logan was a twin and they ent his twin sister away because of who she was. I won't get into too much detail with that, but just think of how people treat others nowadays due to who they truly are.

But either way, I knew Logan was having a hard time even agreeing to this.

"Logan, please don't do this," I said with my voice slowly breaking. "Aria, what are you talking about? You are wanting to do this too. So what do you mean?" Logan asked me. "Logan, you have a family, I don't. My family is fucking broken! I have nobody else except my little brother! But he doesn't deserve any of this." I said.

"Aria, my family fucking sucks too. I'm not just doing this because of you. I'm doing this because I hate the way things are nowadays. I hate the way my family is. I hate everybody in this world except you and a few others. But I can't lose you and our baby and expect everything to be fine. Cause it's not. I need you. I always have. So if you are going to end it all, then so will I." Logan said looking deep into my eyes.

"Fine, let's do this then," I said going into Logan's medicine cabinet and pulling out a few razors. I handed him one. "Get into the tub first," I said and Logan nodded. He got into the tub as I turned the water on. "How are we suppose to do this?" He asked me. "We just get in and slit our wrists. Make sure you do it the right way or it won't really work. You have to do it at a certain angle. Don't do it horizontally. It won't do as much damage. Do it vertically." I said as I got into the tub as well.

"Let's do this then," Logan said as I rested my back against his chest.

Now to be completely honest, I don't remember much. I only remember the pain of the blade cutting against my skin and me crying out in pain. But once both wrists were slit I laid against Logan as he wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me as close as possible. Things were so blurry. I could see the light. But right before I fell into a deep deep slumber, I heard screaming.

All I could see was Logan's mother crying in front of the bathtub telling us everything will be alright and that we were so stupid for doing this.

I didn't know if Logan was still alive or not. The only way I could somewhat tell was by his warmth, which seemed to be fading away. I closed my eyes even though Logan's mother begged me not to.

After that, I don't remember anything. All I remember is seeing the light then it slowly going away and me soon to be pulled into a dark empty space.

Kaylee's POV

It has been a few months since I broke everything off with Logan. I've missed him so much and I can't seem to get him off of my mind. My friends continue to tell me to forget that idiot and that he is a cheating liar. They don't understand that I can't seem to forget about him.

Even though I continue to tell them that I still want to be with him. Now, you may be wondering why I would want to be with him even though he cheated on me multiple times and got another girl pregnant.

It's because of 3 simple words.

I LOVE HIM...

Now, I had earlier heard that he and Aria weren't together. I don't want to take Logan away from Aria. Aria was a nice person and even though she let my boyfriend cheat on me, she didn't deserve what happened to her with Logan. Logan treated her like complete and utter shit.

"Kaylee? What are you thinking about?" My friend Elliot asked me. "Nothing," I said way too quickly. Great, now they ate going to suspect something. "Don't tell me you are thinking about that asshole again," Elliot said referring to Logan. "Why shouldn't I? He is my first love. As well as my friend." I said quickly getting pissed off.

I know Elliot is my friend but he has no right to judge me or call Logan names. "Look, I don't want to argue. But I think you need to talk to him. And with everything that happened last week with Aria, I think he may need a friend." Elliot said.

"What are you talking about?" I asked him. "Did something happen to Aria?" I asked getting concerned. "Uh, yeah. Didn't you hear? Aria collapsed in the cafeteria and she ended up losing her's and Logan's baby. The funeral was today." Elliot said.

"I have to go. I need to make sure they are alright." I said getting up out of my chair and racing out of the school. I ran all the way to Logan's house to only be greeted by the sound of ambulance sirens.