See Saw

Chapter- 1

Days changes. People changes. Even feeling changes too .But a bleeding heart always bleeds.

KIRA'S POV-:

"Is it really necessary to go back?" I asked exhaustedly. "I can't help it Kira. We have to go back" Siu, my best friend, replied.

I don't want to go back to that hell, where I was born. They only have  the worst memories of my life, my secrets, my past. I don't wanna go back to that life where I was asked to become someone who I was not, where I was cursed, torchered and was laughed at. A stray tear fell down my eye which was followed by another and then another.

"Kira! What happened? Why are you crying?" Siu asked. Before I could utter a single word from my mouth " Still having those bad memories" I heard Unni's voice. "Unni!" I ran  and stuffed my face in her neck and cried my heart out. "Hey! You trust me right?' I nodded as she was probably the only one whom I can trust with my closed eyes. "I won't let anything bad happen to you. Don't worry. Everything will be fine." She assured me but the memories of the past still haunted me.

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"Kira hurry up or we will be late" Sofia yelled from downstairs .

"Coming unni" I said and dashed downstairs. "Finally! Let's go then" unni said and we left for the airport.

We were settled in our seats and the plane took off.

Flashback-:

No One's POV-:

"I will definitely miss everyone and specially you Kira."  Siu said as she hugged  Kira tightly. "I'll miss you too. Hey! don't cry we will always be in contact." Kira said in a soft voice. The two girls hugged each other and reminicising their beautiful moments went towards the exit. However Siu halted at the sight of a particular someone ' her best friend's CRUSH "Min Fucking Yoongi", the heart throb of almost every girl in the university and also the heart breaker of every girl in the university too'.

"Kira, look it's Yoongi. I think you should confess your feelings for him. Look I know you don't want to but you can't keep your feelings hidden forever right? so, just go and tell him. overcome your fear Kira." Siu advised her best friend. "B..But" "No buts baby! You are going to confess your feelings towards him and if not then I will tell him about your feelings and that won't be good. Gooo" With this Siu pushed her friend in front of Yoongi and his group popularly known as "BTS".

Kira who was always bullied for her chubbiness was way too afraid to come in front of Yoongi. She was always a subject of joke for her college mates. She looked at Yoongi who was busy drinking water 'GOD! How can he look so damn "SEXY" even while drinking water' Kira thought to herself.

"H..Hi Yoongi" Kira said in a barely audible voice. She kept her head low but glanced at him and saw him giving her a questiniong look. 'C'mon Kira! You can do it. Just tell him.' With this thought Kira started. "Yoongi I.. I" "just spit it already" He said and rolled his eyes. "I was just saying that I really like you. Actually I have liked you for quiet a long time now. I have liked you since the 1st day. Seeing you every day makes my day even better. I love you Min Yoongi" Kira said without stuttering. Finally she said what she have been keeping within me for such a long time. But my moment of relief was short lived as she heard him laughing like crazy, as if she have cracked a humorous joke . "Yo.. Yoongi?"

" Have you ever looked at yourself. Because If you have then you won't ever think of coming here and saying all these nonsense things. I mean just look at you. You are so fat, ugly and you surely have no brain. How can you think that I will date someone like you? Forget about dating I won't even talk to you in public. You know I have a reputation right! Then how can you even think that I will say yes to you. Are you nuts." He said and his friends started laughing like maniacs. "I know girls go crazy for him but I haven't ever seen someone this much crazy for him. How can you expect hyung to accept your feelings." Hoseok, his best friend said with disgust in his voice.

Unable to take this humiliation anymore Kira ran back home and locked herself up in her room. "They were true how can I expect him to reciprocate my feelings. I'm so pathetic." She cried the entire night. Their laughter, his harsh words kept her awake all night. Next day she heard a loud banging on my door. As soon as she opened the door she was engulfed in a bone crushing hug by none other than Sofia and Siu. "Un..Unnie, Siu! What are you doing here?"

"I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, I was not there for you when you needed me the most. I'm sorry." Siu said with guilt. "Kira, what exactly happened yesterday? I know you haven't eaten anything since yesterday morning. What is it?" Sofia asked her in a soft but stern voice. Kira elaborated the entire incident and at the end she can see the anger in their eyes. They were fuming with anger, rage and if looks can kill Yoongi will be 20 feet below the ground. "I'm gonna kill him." They both said in unison.

"Aniii. Please unni, Siu. Please don't. He is correct. I'm just an ugly, rubbish girl. I'm pathetic unni. I'm fat and ugly and rubbish. I'm just a figure to be laughed at not to be held closely and loved. I'm not" She was stopped when Sofia hugged her tightly. "Who the fuck he is huh?! Why are you giving him such importance huh? You are not fat baby. You are my chubby lil teddy bear." "And talking about beauty Kira, You are beautiful. Beauty lies within Kira. And your soul, heart, inner self is beautiful." Siu said and hugged her tightly.

"Now enough of crying. Stop it and start packing your bags." Looking at her confused face she started again "We are going to USA. I'm taking you along with me. Don't start with your questioning sessions. And yes I have already talked about it to mom and dad and they agreed as well. I even have your passport ready so just start packing." Sofia said with a bright smile. "Moreover I'm also coming with you" Siu said with an even more bright smile.

End of flashback