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Chapter-:9

"Be like snow.....
Silent and Cold."

Kira's POV-:

I woke up due to the ringing of my phone. I was too cold from sleeping the entire night on the cold floor. I didn't have enough energy to look at the caller ID so I picked up without even glancing at the screen.
"How are you baby." I heard unni's peaceful and soothing voice.
"Unni! " I was all teary now . I kept the phone aside and tried to supress my sobs. I wipped my tears hurriedly
" HO..HOw are you? And eomma and appa and how's your work going on" I rambled in one breath. How badly I wanted to talk to her.
"Aish this girl! Will you let me speak something" she chuckled . I was so releaved upon hearing it.

" Everything and and everyone is fine . But the most important thing is How are you?"
With the question came all the haunting memories of yesterday night. i wanted to elaborate all the events to her. I wanted to tell her how broken i am , how miserable i have become. But this was the grave that i created myself, is there any use if i pull her in this mess with me. " I'm fine unnie!" I lied
"You sure? Is he behaving well with you?"
"Neh unnie!" I answered while holding back my sobs. Suddenly I heard the room door being opened slowly and Yoongi standing there.
"Unni I'll talk to you later. Bye!" I ended the call before she could hear or say anything. I can't let her hear all those vulgarity that i face. I can't .

He came forward and stood in front of me. Although his expression showed guilty feelings but this can't wipe out the fear that i had . He bent down and picked me up. I flinched  but i didn't had the courage to resist
"Wh..What are you doing?"
He  placed me on the couch slowly . Without  answering my questions he went to his wardrobe and took out a tracksuit and hoodie and handed it to me. I was totally dumbstruck by his actions. I took it from him. My mind was blocked by several questions but soon his voice cleared all the doubts "You can were my clothes. No need of wearing those those, just be comfortable in wearing my clothes and I will bring new clothes tonight." I nodded and was about to leave for the washroom when he stopped me by holding my hand. i won't lie but it did send shivers down my spine. I can't believe he still has this effect on me.
"Kira.....I... I'm sorry about yesterday night. I was drunk."
"It..It's okay!" I said and ran to the washroom and shut the door behind me. My heart was beating like crazy . What has just happened. Was he drunk ? What has got him? I looked at his hoody and subconsciously a smile appeared on my lips . I shook my head " stop behaving like a teenager kira" i scolded myself.

As soon as I came out of the washroom I saw food placed on the table while  Yoongi was sitting on the bed and was busy in his phone. HE glanced at me and told me to eat and went straight to the washroom.

Yoongi's POV-:

I don't understand myself anymore.
I was really feeling guilty because of my behaviour towards her. I was so drunk last night that I was not able to remember that I .......................... tried to rape her. thinking about it gives me chills .  I  know I have always hated her and wanted to take revenge  but not in this way, i just can't force myself on her . I don't know why but i just can't .i don't know what i am doing anymore. i finished showering and went out to see her lying her on the couch and food on the table was untouched. I was already irritated and seeing this is got even more annoyed "Yaaaaah! You haven't eaten anything since yesterday then why aren't you eating anything . " I practically shouted . She flinched upon hearing me .
"It...It's ju..just that I was waiting for you . I haven't ever eaten alone." She said the last part quiet slowly.

OH god! This girl!

I then went and sat beside her, she beamed at it and started gobbling up the food placed on the table. I chuckled looking at her cuteness, the way she was eating proved that she was damn hungry .
'Wait what ? Why am i smiling at her .  Have you forgotten what had she done . Have you forgive her ? No Yoongi don't go easy on her she slapped you in front of everyone in the bar' I reminded myself.

Kira's POV-:

I still can't believe that Yoongi took care of me. 'Maybe he changed. Maybe! I still have a hope' I kept thinking while gobbling up the food on the table. Yoongi was silently watching me eat and I was a bit conscious but then he took a few bites from my plate this was another shock for me but i kept my composure and ignored it and kept gobbling my food.

'Min Yoongi! Who are you really?'

Sometimes you are no less than a devil and other time you are actually caring for me . Which side of you is true ? Is there any hope of you to change and be this caring? Should i actually trust you ?