See Saw

Chapter-7

"You hurt me more than what I deserve because I loved you more than what you deserve."

Kira's POV-:

"Here are your keys Sir. I hope you enjoy your time here." The receptionist gave the keys to Yoongi and passed him a seductive glance. "Thank you" He said and kissed her hand. She looked at me and smirked. It was so heartbreaking to see him flirting with someone else even when his wife is standing beside him.

   what have I ever done to recieve this treatment from him? Why me God? Why me? Why can't I live a normal life with my husband like every other normal girl.

Yoongi was so close to that girl that it hurt me like hell. Not being able to take more I cleared my throat loudly to get them both away from each other. Thankfully I did succeed in my plan and Yoongi backed away from her. He came to me and turned around to leave but not before winking at the receptionist and that fucking slut was blushing like mad.

He held my hands roughly and dragged me to our room. As soon as I entered the room I was banged against the door and got chocked by him. "W..wh..what ar..are you doin....g" I managed to say somehow, the long forgotten back pain came back and hit me like a bitch. Tears flowing down my eyes due to the pain. I was unable to breathe. "What do you think you are doing. Don't you dare mess with me . I will do.what i want . And don't show me your crocodile tears." He warned me and went to the washroom. I slumped down and coughed like crazy, drenched in sweat , i took long and heavy breath. Slowly my breathing became stable.  I wiped down my tears and tried  to get up. He came out of the washroom  and just  went out without even looking at me.

My mind was completely blank. No more tears left in my eyes. I dragged myself to the bed. I just can't believe myself anymore. Am i the same Kira who used to be bold and had self respect? Am i the same person who just can't let people hurt my ego easily? Where it gone wrong? How i ended up like this? Will i ever be happy?
My mind was filled with different thoughts. But i ended up letting it all go . I was way to tired .i can't even share this with Unni, or else she will surely kill yoongi.

It was already night time here so I decided to sleep rather than doing anything. I was in immense pain but no one was there for me, no one. "Unnie, where are you? Please help me unnie. Your kira  is in immense pain, please help me unnie, please. I can't bear it anymore. I need you unnie, I need you." I bought my knees to my chest and cried myself to sleep only a glimmer of hope in my heart and praying to god in my mind that tomorrow I won't even wake up. I was already fed up of my life, fed up of everyone treating me like shit.