See Saw

Chapter-27

"It takes years to move on from the hurtful past that up until now you can still feel the pain it caused you when reminded of it."

No One's POV-:

"Where are we going Yoongs?" Kira asked for the nth time only to be met by her husband driving while having a cheeky smile on his face. This is the first time that she has stepped out of the house after the incident to a different place other than the Hospital. She pouted only to hear Yoongi chuckling at her cuteness. They have been driving for about 45 minutes and Kira still doesn't know the place that they are going to as Yoongi had just asked her to get ready as soon as he came back from office after a meeting.

After another 30 minutes the car came to a halt and Kira felt her breath getting hitched, her throat getting dried up and tears threatened to fall at any instant. She looked at Yoongi who has already gotten out of the car and was advancing to her side of the door to get her out of the car, Yoongi extended his hand to her as she looked at him with nervousness and confusion to which he gave an assuring nod.

In front of her was her mother's grave, that she hasn't visited in many years, not being able to take in the emotional swirl, Kira fell down on her knees with heart wrenching sob as her tears fell freely. Yoongi felt a pain coursing through his body as he saw her sobbing self, not being able to take it anymore he wrapped her in his protective embrace as she sobbed into his chest. It took about 30 minutes to get Kira stable.

"Eommoni, I'm your daughter's husband Min Yoongi. I'm really sorry for not being able to meet you and take your blessings before our wedding. You must have seen me from up there, mistreating your precious daughter and causing her nothing but pain. I have been a jerk to her and nothing else, and I'm ready to face any punishment that you give me, but I'm not ready to give up on her. She have become my life and I'm willing to keep your daughter with me for a long, long time. Please look at us from up there eommoni, and do bless us." Listening to his words Kira hugged him tightly as he soothed her hairs. "I love you" Kira voiced out and Yoongi replied to her words by kissing her passionately.

"Yoongs......" Knowing what Kira wants to talk about he pipped in between, "I know what you want to talk about, but just know one thing if you are not ready to talk about it now, I'm willing to wait. I'm not forcing you to talk about it." They were currently in a park, a few km away from the graveyard, with Kira sitting on the grass and Yoongi laying down with his head on Kira's lap as she caressed his hairs taking in his sharp features that she has fallen for. Yoongi has given her the diary that he has read after her incident, which is the reason why he knows about her eomma, and another surprise came in when she found out that since the day she was kidnapped there was another handwritting on her diary, as he was the one to write in it.

"I guess I'm ready" Her sentence made him open his eyes abruptly as he took her face searching any signs of discomfort, but he only found a serene smile placed on her lips as her skin glowed under the rays of the sun, her floral dress hugging her upper body perfectly as it flowed down her waist. This was one of the moments when he wanted to ask every single creature in the world about what he has ever done to deserve such an angel, how lucky he was cause she is just his, he almost thought he was dreaming until his eyes fell on the faintly visible mark on the underside of her collar bone that he has given her a few nights back. He got up and placed a small peck on her lips which turned out to be a searing and prolonged kiss.

Kira's POV-:

I knew someday I have to open up about my past to him, and have always dreaded on how he will see me after knowing my past, cause that was also a reason why everyone hated me. Remembering the days brought back all the pains and there was suddenly a feeling of loosing one of the most important persons of my life.

No One's POV-:

Flashback-:

'The body has been tired beyond limits as she gave birth to the new soul squirming and yawning beside her. The girl was a carbon copy of her father, 'her father' who is not even aware of the little soul who has came up in their life, the father who can't be made aware of the baby. The mother made sure never to meet the little soul's father in her life ever, but what she was unaware of was the fact that her life was going to take a sharp turn.

Two weeks since the baby's birth the mother's health kept on deteriorating, as she had caught a deadly infection while giving birth and if she continued feeding the baby she will pass on the infection. The devastation was clearly visible on the mother's face but she took care of the situation way too strongly than was expected of her. She made a phone call and asked the anonymous person to come to the hospital.

"Why didn't you tell me about her?" The figure asked as his face was filled with guilt and anger of not knowing about his own child's existence. "Cause you didn't needed to know about her" She growled at him like a mother tigress protecting her cub from the enemies. Ki Young took a step back as he remembered how he left her after a one night stand and never had a contact with her till today. "I can't live for a long time and you have to take care of her as Kira won't have anyone other that you in her life after my demise" Ki Young looked at Sora with widened eyes as she told him about the infection that has started destroying her body organs. Ki Young stayed with her till her last breath, holding Kira in his protective embrace in fear of loosing his angel.

That night he dreaded on going back home and facing his wife who have loved him with all her might. He knew what he did to the both of them was wrong and was willing to face any punishment, but what he didn't know was that Chae Won knew about Kira and Sora. She can never imagine in her wildest dreams about Ki Young cheating on her and felt betrayed.

"Why did you have to go to her? Was I not enough for you?" The question hit him hard, as his throat got dried up, realizing what he did to let his beloved think of something like this. He tried to listen to all her accusation but somewhere in between he lost the track of it as his mind was not being able to take it anymore.  His hearing all lost at the sight of his wife shouting and accusing him as her face was covered with big fat tears, his own tears falling without any hindrance.

Chae Won's shouting came to a halt as she heard a loud crying as she saw her husband running to the little soul sleeping on the couch who woke up due to their shouting. She saw how his eyes were filled with love as he slowly rocked the baby trying to sooth her, but her eyes were filled with hatred and anger as she saw them bonding too well. She dropped to her knees as a heart wrenching sob left her and Ki Young noticed how much her wife was suffering.

"Eomma" The voice came from behind as their eyes fell on the half asleep Sofia as she stood near the hallway with her teddy in one hand, her other hand rubbing her eyes. Looking around herself she saw a baby in her father's hand and dashed to her with a beaming smile. "Appa you got me a baby. Thank you appa. Is it my sister. Eomma, see appa got me a baby, can we keep her, pretty please. I will take care of her." The 5 years old demanded as she looked at her eomma, appa with a pleading look, and who were they to deny anything that their little princess demands of.

The void between Ki Young and Chae Won filled quickly as he was willing to never loose her, but the void between Kira and Chae Won took a really long time to fill. Kira never got the love of a mother, but her nanny and Sofia were more than a mother figure for her. It was on her 9th birthday that she came to know the reason about the hatred from her mom, and got the diary as her gift from her eomma, as she read how much eager her eomma was to have her in her life and how she regretted not being able to give her a mother's love she deserved.' 

Kira's POV-:

I felt my tears running down as I completed my story, as Yoongi too had tears in his eyes. Yoongi didn't say anything but I could see the regret in his eyes. "Why are you regretting? You can't back off now after confessing your love to me." I tried teasing him as his face frowned at that, "I'm regretting not loving you sooner" he said as he pulled me into a deep searing kiss. His hands being a bit demanding as they ran around my sides, sending sensations throughout my body. "We have to get back home Yoongs." I reminded him of the surrounding as he groaned before pulling me to my feet, "But I'm not going to stop anytime soon tonight. I have to make sure you know how much you mean to me." I blushed at his words as he pulled me to the car, fastening our seat belts as we rode back home.