See Saw

Chapter-15

"I regret not noticing the tears in her eyes.
I regret not detecting the truth behind her lies.
But I regret not believing your feelings the most."

Yoongi's POV-:

It has been a week since the incident and Kira is healing at a faster rate. I had been doing the office work from home to take a better care of her. Though I have been taking care of her I don't talk to her. I was currently at my studio as I love writing. I was too much immersed in writing that I never noticed the door to my studio opening. "Hey Yoongi I bought some snacks for you" I heard Kira's voice. I don't like to be interrupted while composing my songs. "Did I ask you to?" I snapped at her and she mumbled a quick sorry. My stomach gave a loud growl and then I realised I haven't eaten since morning. As I dugged in the snack I saw her picking up the pen and writing something on the paper. "What the fuck are you writing" I asked and she flinched at the sudden intrusion, "It may suit the lyrics" She said and left the room.

Kira's POV-:

I left the room quickly to avoid any kind of arguments, I don't want him to return back to his original self. It has been a great week, since he is not ignoring my existence rather has been a lovely husband and taking care of me. I was snapped out of my thoughts by the ringing of the bell. I went to open the door only to find Namjoon Oppa standing there, "Annyeong Oppa!" I invited him and decided to go and call Yoongi. "Kira! I am here to talk to you not to meet Yoongi" He said which confused me a lot. I gave him a confused look and he answered back, "About Yoongi and you! Kira I know what happened in the past still affects you a lot. We all never new that few sentences can really be this hurtfull. But now we really understand you how it would have felt and trust me Kira we are all really sorry now . Yeah I know you can't trust me like this specially cause we have hurt you a lot but we are always here for you. Sofia told me about Yoongi's behavior towards you and I am really ashamed of it. I am sorry on his behalf too."

I could feel the sincerity in his voice, "Thank you oppa. But why would unni tell you all these things? Are you both dating?" I asked teasingly and saw him blushing. 'Aniyo! We are just good friends. Nothing more." "Thank you so much oppa" I hugged him, he was really like a brotherly figure to me. "I am always here for you Kira. Love you" "Love you too oppa".

Yoongi's POV-:

After finishing the snack I checked the paper to see what she has written, and man was that fucking deep. 'How can she even write something like this' I thought. I went out of the room to search for Kira and that was when I heard voices from the living room. I peeped in to see Kira and Namjoon hugging each other while exchanging 'I love you's'. So this is her truth. "What the fuck is going on here" I barged into the room and shoved Joon to a corner. I slapped Kira hard and gave a punch to Joon. Kira came to stop me and she even tried to help Joon, 'Like the fuck is wrong here? Do I really don't matter to her' She helped Joon out of the house.

"So this is your truth huh? You know how much disgusting you are, you are really a slut."

"Yoongi please listen to me........." "You fucking slut, you whore, you want to explain? You think I am that dense huh? Just get lost Kira. Don't compel me to......"

"Shut up!" She shouted and that startled me . This was the first time when she shouted out and that was enough for me to stop the rambling.

"You know you are pathetic Mr. Min Yoongi. YOU are pathetic. You think he loves me right. Yes! You are correct,  he loves me a lot, he loves me cause he consider me as his sister you fucking dumb head! But it's not your mistake, you know, cause your fucked up brain can't ever imagine any good things. You think you are not dense huh? You are the most stupid and idiotic person ever existed on this planet. I haven't ever seen anyone as dense as you Yoongi. The day when you started caring for me I thought you have changed. But no! I was wrong cause you won't ever change, even though your friends have changed and they feel sorry for me now, but YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE. I loved a Yoongi who was arrogant but sweet at the same time, he was never an egoistic like you. But guess what, even after all these times of getting hurt from you, I still love you. I LOVE YOU MIN FUCKING YOONGI!" And with this she left the house.

I was just listening this entire time. I couldn't utter a single word. My heart was pounding like anything after hearing her confessions .She loved me. Even after all these time she still loves me!' My head was hurting badly now. I dashed to the kitchen and got the cans of alcohol and started drinking.