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Chapter-16

"You know what hurts the most.

When the person who made you feel so special yesterday, makes you feel like you are a nobody today."

Kiran's POV-:

I ran out out of the house with tears flowing down ,as my mind was filled with the words Yoongi said a few minutes ago. This is what I got for my patience, my love, care and all of the efforts that I have showed to win his heart. I suppressed my feeling, bore all his curses, abuses, hatred but at last what I get is just pure pain. I tried to endure all the pain that he has inflicted on me but the moment he started talking bad about my character was the moment my patience broke. He was finally able to shatter my heart, my pride, but somewhere I knew that if he ever comes to me and asks for forgiveness, I'll willingly forgive him without any second thoughts and that was the reason why I ran out.

The darkness surrounding me was similar to the one in my heart, I wasn't aware of where I was going which led me to end up in an alley."Why am I like this? Whyyyy" I cried out, sliding down the nearest wall in pain and agony. The moment was interrupted as my cell started ringing, and Unni's name surfaced. "Unni" picking up the call I tried to voice out but before I could utter a word my mouth was covered by a handkerchief and I was sent to deep slumber.

Sofia's POV-:

'Why am I getting restless? What is this negative thoughts I'm geting all of a sudden? Kira!'Not knowing the reason of my restlessness, I tried calling Kira. 'Please pick up!' Kira picked up the call but there wasn't any answer from her side, I kept on calling her name but she didn't answer. Not being able to take it anymore I tried calling her again, only to be directed to her voice mails. 'Ugh! How can I forget my baby sis follows the principle of early to bed and late to rise' I chuckled remembering how I had to knock her out of the bed in the morning. I must be overthinking. Keeping the negative thoughts aside I allowed sleep to take over my already worn out form.

Yoongi's POV-:

'Fuck it! Just fuck my entire life! How much more fucked up can I get?' My feelings, mind heart were all confused. I did saw her with Joon and even heard her confessing her love towards him, but the look when she confessed to me, her eyes when she looked at me for the last time were all making me confused. Though her face was filled with disgust, her eyes were warm and soft with love, her voice was laced with pleadings, pleadings for me to understand her. She said she loves RM as her brother but should i believe her , she might be lying..........right?  The moment she walked out of the house, I felt a sharp tinge in my heart, my breath got sucked in and each and every cell of my body wanted me to go after her, but guess what, my ego stopped me.

"Yoongi! Please stop it. Don't you think you are taking this too far away. Don't hurt her too much. She is already suffering, stop pushing her away. Don't hurt her so much that she will walk out of your life. Cause trust me the day she walks out of your life, is the day you will realise you were nothing without her." I recalled the words Jin Hyung said the day Kira got hurt while preparing breakfast. I guess he was correct, I shouldn't have pushed her away. But she will return right, she will return tomorrow.

Not being able to take it anymore, I went to the kitchen took another  bottle of alcohol and chugged it down, the bitter taste soothing my insides in a strange way. I started trowing anything and everything as I was totally being at the mercy of the alcohol, and sometimes in between throwing and destroying things I got tired and holding a piece of Kira's clothing fell asleep. My thoughts clouded by the person whose absence made me behave this way.