Odell Beckham Jr. wasn't like any other football player who chase women for lust and lust only. He had eyes for one woman and did any and everything for her to be his.
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For some reason I woke up extremely early today, I remember crying myself to sleep last night because I was extremely emotional. I was ready to leave this facility and go home to my baby boy, I missed my mom and friends, I even wanted to have a calm conversation with Odell without it turning into a screaming match.
Ever since I got to this place he hasn't left my mind at all, I miss him so much. It's crazy because before I got hear I remember him saying some foul shit to me but most of it was kind of true, I just let it roll off my back because dwelling on it would make me dislike him and I'm tired of walking around pissed off about old shit.
I done already had three breakdowns about him in here, that's how much power this man has over me and it's crazy. I can probably say the same about him too, ain't no telling how he's dealing with me being in here.
I sat Indian style on this twin size bed just going through the pictures I brought along from home. All it took was this one picture of me and Keith to make me tear up, it brung back so many memories before he passed on.
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While admiring the picture I specifically remember when and where we took this. It was definitely our senior year and this was before we left my house for this music festival downtown with the rest of our friends. At this second I could still smell that strong ass cologne he would spray on almost everyday causing a smile to appear on my face though I was holding back tears.
"I miss you so much" I said and rubbed his face with my thumb.
Hearing two low knocks on my door startled me a little bit, I turned and saw Janiece standing there as if she was watching me all this time "Can we talk for a second Aaliyah?" She asked so calmly.
I nodded and wiped my face before standing up from the bed and following her out of the room. It was pretty early in the morning so I'm not surprised that half of the facility was still asleep, I liked how quiet it was though. Any other time it was people starting arguments for nothing and it gave me headaches, I'm just so ready to leave this place.
