September 2nd
Dear You,
I gave up trying to pretend like I was fine. I'm not.
You probably already forgot about me didn't you? You don't understand that I can't bear thinking you're with her right now.
I'm fucking worthless without you Michael Clifford.
I hope you get these letters, and I hope you hate yourself. It wouldn't even come close to how I feel right now because of you but I don't care. I need you to understand this pain, not like you ever did when I would breakdown anyways.
-Andy
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September 3rd
Michael,
I'm sorry for what I said. I didn't mean it. Well some of it I did, but I could never wish this pain upon you. Did you know that? That I still love you? I still care?
Well I do and I did something bad today.
I took a blade and carved your name into my skin so you now can stay with me forever like you promised.
I was okay at first but then you had to show up like this. You had to ruin everything I had. I knew how to protect myself. I managed to take what I had and build up walls to avoid getting hurt because I fucking knew I wouldn't be able to take it.
I was right once again.
-Andy
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I think
This sucked
Bye
-loser sam
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