happy birthday :) sophie6367
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September 13th
Dear You,
I'm sorry I stopped writing you. I guess you could say I gave up. I stopped wearing makeup as well, even though I look awful without it. I was just tired of that permanent ring of it under my eyes from the times I cried myself to sleep.
I wrote my name in pencil on your heart, why did I let you use permanent marker on mine?
My sessions with Rebecca are going alright. Everyday she brings you up and I tell her a little more each time.
So far she knows you're the reason I plot different ways to kill myself for fun. You're the reason I quit my job and stopped going to my college classes. You're the reason I don't get sleep anymore because I'm scared you'll slip into my dreams, and I cannot have that because once I wake up I'll have to come back to this nightmare of a reality.
You're the reason, the only reason Michael.
My gallery of reminders are growing on my arms. You're the reason.
Don't worry though, your name is still the deepest.
-Andy
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I really hope
you guys are enjoying
this, I love you all a lot.
(P.s. I only update once a day, or every other day during the week and thank you sosososo much for 100 reads already! )
- loser Sam
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