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# 26

So close to the end :(
So happy we got to 6k :)
I'm so grateful to you all, I never expected my book to even get 100 reads let alone 6,000.
Song for the chapter, Stay- Mayday Parade
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Michael's P.O.V.

Choking back a sob, I drop the notebook onto the bed scrambling to my feet. Ripping open the bedroom door I run down the hallway trying to open the bathroom door. Seeing it's locked, I frantically try to open it.
"ANDREA!" I bang on the door yelling.
"Open the fucking door!"
Tears running down my cheeks, I lean against the door.
"Baby move back if you can hear me I'm coming in."
Backing up, I ram my shoulder into the door it breaking off the hinges, opening revealing her limp body on the ground.
I run over to her cradling her in my arms, looking at how pale her face is. I place my shaking hand trying to find her pulse, not able to find it. Frantically placing my finger on her neck I close my eyes blinking away tears, "Please come on I can't live without you," I say before finally finding it.
It's slow and not steady but it's there.
I kiss her forehead picking her up, bringing her down the stairs carefully laying her on the couch her head propped up, calling an ambulance.
"911 what is your emergency?" A woman speaks into the receiver.
"M-my girlfriend...she tried to kill herself," I cry into the phone. "She took a lot of pills, hurry her pulse is faint."
"What is the address? We are sending medical assistance right away."
"106 Lawfield Avenue," I answer hanging up.
I lift her up going outside remembering how much she loved mornings on the weekend.
She'd get up and make coffee and the smell would travel through the whole house.
When she thought I was asleep she'd mumble sweet words to me or sing me something softly.
Everything is a blur as I sit on the front steps of her house, staring at her face watching the wind blow a few strands of her hair.
It's only when I hear sirens and her body is being pulled away from me that I start crying harder realizing she could die.
She could have died, I could have saved her before this even happened.

All my fault, all my fault, all my fault.

A medic comes up behind me pulling me up off the ground talking to me, but I don't listen. I just go inside the ambulance, taking her cold hand in mine as they attach wires and poke in needles.
Someone comes over to me, placing a blanket on my shoulders. Are they serious with these fucking shock blankets?
I'm not in shock. No one is ever in shock, it's just a numb feeling.
You hit someone with your car, you may be shocked but you're not in shock. You're numb. You're full of regret. Then after it's over that's when you feel the pain, and the sadness. A blanket isn't going to help anything, it shows how naive the human population is. They believe that they can fix everything but they just can't.

I'm one of those people.

I knew I couldn't fix her, but I had to try because I loved her. However, like most cases, I ended up breaking the love of my life even more.
I'm trapped in a daze when we arrive at the hospital as we file out me running along side the gurney. They pass through a set of doors that says, 'Restricted, Employees Only.'
I continue hoping to be able to go in with her, when I'm pulled back.
"I need to see her!" I shout trying to break free of the persons grip.
They pull me back into the waiting room, as I look up seeing a security guard.
He sighs, "Don't do anything stupid kid."
I tap my foot putting my head in my hands, sitting in the uncomfortable chair that reeked of disinfectant wipes.
It feels like an eternity before I feel a hand placed on my back.
I turn around seeing a young girl.
"H-hi," she says softly looking up at me, her hair falling in her face.
I notice the blue on the ends of her hair and I smile weakly.
"Hi there, who are you?" I ask trying to hide my misery and anger.
"My names Elliot, your friend's hurt?"
I nod, "I'm Michael, and yeah but I think she will be okay, she probably has faced worse."
"When she wakes up, can you tell her something for me?"
"Of course," I smile.

"Tell her, to remember what she told me. It's sad she is able to help others when she is dying on the inside, but she should listen to her own advice. She is alive now, she must do something with that."

I watch her go towards I'm guessing her mother and father, as she walks out of the hospital.

I look down at my hands smiling. She'll be okay, we'll be okay. She may be broken but so am I. Maybe we are both missing pieces, but if we can combine them...together they will make something beautiful.
I'm sure of it.

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FAHK
I FEEL LIKE THIS SUCKS
IM SO SORRY
this is not how I planned for it to go but like I don't even know anymore.
ABOHT 2-4 chapters left.
Okay I hope you guys enjoyed, bye for now my loves.
-loser sam