Holy shit 370 reads, I'm v v happy okok. I couldn't have done this without you all. ( I know it doesn't seem like a lot, which it really isn't but it means the world to me so thank you )
I'm always late with updating ugh I'm sorry.
You,
So I suppose I haven't completely given up because here I am, writing these letters once again.
My sessions with Becca go by slower and slower, me not even wanting to talk anymore. To think I was bad before? I'm even worse. I have been trying to find out what it is. Why am I not good enough for you? Well, obvious reasons, I don't deserve anything.
However I still wonder is it because of my personality? I'm not as annoying and bubbly as before, that can't be it.
My feelings? What even are feelings? Doubt I still even have a heart anymore because now I wear it on my arm. ( It's getting colder so now I can wear and tug at my long sleeves without questions. )
Maybe it's my appearance. I know I'm not beautiful, I'm nothing compared to your angelic features. I haven't eaten anything in two days and I usually drink water to fill my stomach. I don't necessarily want to die, I just wanna feel something other than this feeling I am not wanted.
Maybe now I will be skinny and pretty enough for you my love.
I just heard the doorbell ring, I'll be back.
Or not.
- Andy
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OH
SHIT
WHO IS AT
THE DOOR OH MY GOD JDOWIRJVNSPWNR
just kidding I know and you guys better be ready for the next chapter bc new character
- loser Sam
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