unrequited sayings

alone

when i WAS still normal,

i was hoping for something great to happen in my life.

i was hoping that i'll become happier and happier as i growing up.

but now,

i only hope that i can be alone.

it's fun to watch people growing up,

while i'm stuck here.

not wondering what'll happen happen in my life.

i was wondering,

what kind of sin i committed in my past life.

why i should be the one who suffered the most?

all i need is only peace,

love,

and a little bit of confidence in life.

why do you always torturing me with your acts?

don't you know you hurt me that bad?

or are you just pretending?

why should you pretend to be an angel while you're actually a demon?

damn it.

congratulations dude.

you could won an award in your act.

you have deceived me perfectly.

and you should be happy now.

you could live happily with her,

and i'll still be the same.

i've become my old self that i have left before.

i'm standing in the crowd,

but still feel that i'm alone.

i'm surrounded by a lot of people,

but i still feel that i was trapped in a box.

i think it was because i'm a born loner.

so i suppossed i should be alone then.

when the time has come,

i felt that someone is going to rescue me.

pulling me out of this quicksand,

and stop me from dying again.

to whoever you are,

see you in my future.