unrequited sayings

weirdo

lots of questions attacking me now.

i'm starting to fight with myself. again.

i thought i've  really set my mind to let you go.

but why?

just why?!

why i started to fall again?

it's just a few days after i'm doing fine enough,

but i just realized that i'm not that strong.

my looks might intimidate the others.

but when you actually know my true self,

you'll be really shock.

i'm a weirdo.

not the usual one of course.

why the hell am i being like this again.

truthfully, i'm tired.

i tried to put a show in front of people.

i did t.

but now...

i'm falling apart.

i'm used to be as cold as a stone.

i set my heart to be as hard as it can.

but now i'm melting away.

such a weirdo right?

yap.

that's who i am.

i'm weird,

but my feelings toward you aren't.