No Matter What

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

'So you're saying we should break up?' Greyson stared at me, eyes glittering with tears. This hurt me as much as it hurt him. I didn't want to do this. I really didn't. It's just that I've lost Zack because of this and I couldn't just watch while everything disappeared... I needed to fix this.

Zack was now ignoring me, and it had been the same for a week now. How do you survive a week without your best friend? Sure, I had Belle, but it just wasn't the same. Ever since he's been ignoring me, he's been spending time with her even more. I'm not jealous. I'm happy for her, but she just been chatting on and on about how he almost touched her hand, etc. But she's not being heartless, I don't blame her. I'd be spazzing away like her too.

But I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't tell who I really loved right now. I still loved Greyson, a lot. But ever since I found out how Zack felt about me, I feel sort of... Different towards him. It was then which I realised everything that he'd done for me, since we met. Sure, I appreciated it, but I appreciate it even more now. He made me feel comfortable, like I could tell him anything I wanted, no matter how hard it was for me to get it out. I knew he'd be there for me.

But Greyson.. I'd liked him for the superstar, but when I got to know the real Greyson Chance, I liked him even more. He was everybody's dream. I thought once anybody got Greyson Chance, they wouldn't let him go not even if it kills them. But I found myself wrong. I had to let go.

Looking down at my feet, I knew this was the moment I had to decide between everything. I took a deep breath and looked back up at his heartbroken expression.

'We just... Need a break.' my voice quivered. I tried to hold back the tears, or else he'd think I was weak. I loved him enough to let him go. 'It's for the best,' I continued, detecting a severe pain in my chest. In my heart. The tears started streaming down his face. And I did the worst thing I've ever done in my life. I turned around and walked away, unable to hold back the tears, dripping wet onto the cold stone floor of the December air.

'I still love you!' he called after me. Oh god, I felt really bad now.

I still love you too, Greyson. But I can't say it out loud even if I tried my hardest.

A/N: wait is anybody even reading this... if you still are thank you for reading it! <3 lovedieyouxoxozxc . <3