No Matter What

Chapter 16

Chapter 16

I stepped back.

'I'm sorry Zack.. You know I already..' I felt really awkward saying this. I had never felt so awkward in my entire life.

'Whatever. Just.. Forget it, okay.' Zack ran out of the house. 'Wait Zack. Zack!' I called out after him. I felt terrible. Horribly terrible. Wait.. So he.. Liked me? Is that it? Is that why he's been saying all these weird stuff lately? I really don't know what to think any more.

I collapsed on the couch. This was all so confusing. Stupid love. Stupid stupid love. What the hell is it anyway? It brings nothing but pain. Hurt. Confusion. Everything I think of gets twisted into something I don't even know of any more. Now, my best friend whom I've known for years now just comes and lets me know that he's had a crush on me. Right after my crush breaks up with me and I date Greyson Chance. And then come the problems with everyone. Why is everything happening all at once? Oh god. This all seems like a movie. A terrible tragic movie which will never end up in a happy ending. I've either got to give up on my best friend, Greyson or myself. And I think so far, myself has been the winning choice. I can't let go of either. I won't let go of both. I'm having a terrible headache right now. All this has turned me into something I'm not.

Without even knowing it, I drifted off to sleep in the couch, letting sleep take me away to some better place. Somewhere other than reality.

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When I woke up, my headache was gone but the ache in my heart hadn't. I don't think it will ever go away. Calm down, I told myself. I needed to calm down. One thing that always managed to calm me down was music. I put some music on, carefully avoiding any Greyson music. I really didn't need to hear any of that now.

Storms are coming

Rain is falling

Clouds are rolling

Hanging over me

Feels like I don't know anything

I'm a loser in a losing game

Trampled over

Same old movie scene

Why's it always happening to me

I'm patching up my heart again

Every time it explodes

Don't tell me that I've gone insane

I know

Cause every single day is like woah

Wondering if you'll ever come back to me

So what we did everything wrong

You know that it was really love actually

Can I get some sympathy woah

Cause losing you is making a mess of me

So what if you ended up gone

You know that it was really love actually

Love actually.

{Love Actually- Cady Groves}

I got my lazy ass up and walked up to my room. Right on cue, my phone lit up. Belle. Great, I needed some girl talk any way. 'Hey! Are you okay? I heard Zack walked out on you..' she asked. She knew? 'How'd you know?'

'Oh well.. I know.. People. Leave your door unlocked. I'm coming over in a few. I've got ice cream. You can't resist Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough, I know.'

'Great,' I replied, 'thanks.'

A/N: Hi :b did you expect that? no? hahahahhaa! xD do you ship Greyson and Eveyn more or Zack and Eveyn more? (: