Beaten down.
Body shaking,
sweat pouring from
my skin,
sweat pouring from
my brow.
My back is rough
and calloused.
My back is bent
and twisted.
Atop it sits a burden
I never asked to bear.
And when my momma
says it's just a phase,
she adds a pebble.
And when my daddy
says I'm not his child,
he adds a rock.
And when my heart is
broken by the boy who
I thought gave a damn about
how I felt,
a whole mountain is slammed
upon my creaking, cracking bones.
I never asked to fall in love
with the way he smiles,
with the way he laughs,
with the way he looks at
me like I'm the rising sun that
brings him light when I'm
only the sunset that brings him darkness.
I have already scarred my own
body time after time
and you don't get to lace it with
anymore lashes.
I have beaten my body bloody
night after night
and you don't get to cut me
up to cut me down.
My back is bent from the weight
that others have placed on it.
The stones that fall from their
cracked mouths and add up
every moment.
But I will drop this crushing
force from my body because
one day,
the pebbles,
the rocks,
the stones,
and the mountains
will roll right off me.
YOU ARE READING
daraja [COMPLETED✅]
Poetryfrom the swahili word meaning "bridge." let this connect my queerness to my blackness. let this connect all those that are different. let this connect you to me.