forever

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Yay! Finally I'm posting! Skip the bold writing if you just wanna get to the story. Guys I'm so sorry I haven't uploaded in a long time I've broken up with my boyfriend and it's a long story and some shit with my dad is going on in my life and I just couldn't deal with it alone so I ended up crying in school and I acc am so appreciative for my friends they're the best. But I don't let my private life affect the mood of my writing so y'all im attempting some fluff throughout the whole story. The ending is HAPPY and it's not coming soon cause I plan to make them go through 4th year, then the battle or maybe even while they are hiding before the battle.. please comment anything to help me or how u feel or think about the story it would help a lot thanks!
Draco's pov
My hands shake as I reach towards the handle, all my dreams are at stake here, what if it's a false alarm? I couldn't- I can't... I wouldn't be able to handle it. I can't have my hopes be crushed this time, not now...please.

The cold metal of the door handle seems to spur me on as I fling the door open and stumble into the room. I look up and see him. He's standing in the middle of the room as if he was expecting me...probably not but a man can hope right? I wait in agony as his eyes trail up my legs, finally reaching my face.

His eyes light up and his eyes fill with tears. But then his face falls and his eyes dull. I never want to see that sad expression on his face ever, ever ever again. Suddenly, but cautiously, I fling myself at him and my hands fly all over him. Feeling him, solid and alive. In my arms..

I'm surprised when I feel his hands flit around my body the same way I'm doing it to him. His chest rises and falls in Rhythm with mine and I feel like I'm soaring. My arms rest around his neck and I grip on tightly I think I'm gonna suffocate both of us. My body trembles as I try to hold in my tears. The feeling of his warm skin against my arms comforts me and I feel like every second I spend here with my arms wrapped around him puts a piece of my heart back together. My body wracks with tears as I sob my heart out into his neck. I can feel his hands wrapped around my waist and he's gripping me tightly back. His head is inbetween my neck and shoulder as is mine to his. I feel his tears through my shirt and I just want him to feel safe in my arms. Forever..

A comforting warmth courses through me as I think of a future me and him could have. I want him and me to be together and forever. I understand now what people mean when they say "I feel like I'm home in their arms" I always used to scoff whenever I heard that but I get it. I get it...

Deep inside me I know that he might reject me but something tells me that's not the case. Maybe it has to do with the fact that Hermione and Ron told me about how he feels or maybe it the fact that he's gripping onto me the same way I'm doing to him. He seems to be inhaling me in(no crack jokes in the comments please😂😭) and he slowly but surely loosens up in my arms. I breathe in and my chest feels so much clearer. Like my world has found its light and colour again. I guess In a way it has.. because of harry.

I never want to let go. I know it's so damn selfish but sometimes one has to be. I want harry to be mine. Mine only. I would never hurt him and make it my goal to make him smile, because when he smiles it makes it seem like there's no other point to this earth. His smile could charge the whole world. But, I want it to charge my heart..and my heart only.

Don't hate on me that is cringe or shit is meant to be sweet and fluffy and I genuinely love them both so much and I love their relationship and I try to make it cuddly and sweet but I'm shit at writing or coming up with stuff. I'm so sorry if you gagged halfway through this but this is the type of story I'm writing, fluff and a hell load of love! Some technical difficulties where our saviours life is questioned or at stake but draco is always by his side. And he's not going anywhere.
I'm thinking the next but should be this same time but from Harrys point of view/vision(pov) comment help and feedback or just anything please it would be so helpful and I would be grateful. No one comments and that makes me feel like this story is bad or something and that I should stop.