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Sad chapter
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The goodbye?
Yeah this is the end of me
I'm sorry
Love ...

Owner: Heyy xx

Remem: Heyy xx

Owner: I miss you :( and your lips on me

Remem: I miss you too Jude

Owner: 😭 when will you come back to LA?

Remem: soon

Owner: you better

Remem: I love you baby boy

Owner: love you too :(

Remem: it's okay baby

Owner: I know

Remem: gtg, night baby

Owner: night

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Owner: I'm gonna go get us ice cream

Drying: okay

Owner: why is ur account name drying?

Drying: I'm drying my life

Owner: you better not ky (means: kill yourself)

Drying: I'm not going to

Owner: I trust you

Drying: thx :')

Owner: yea, ur welcome

Drying: I feel sick

Owner: take medicine

Drying: nuuuu

Owner: then how would you get better?

Drying: I'll just deal with it until you get home

Owner: you sure?

Drying: yep ☺️

Owner: what ice cream do you want?

Drying: whatever you're getting 🥺

Owner: So Vanilla ice cream with Oreos and cookie crumbles?

Drying: yes 🥰🥰 thanks

Owner: alright, ttyl

Drying: okay 😍

Owner: you're adorable

Drying: JUDE! STOP STEALING MY ADORABLE COMPLIMENTS 🤣

Owner: nah maybe I should change my user name to Noah_adorable

Drying: do it and I'll hurt you

Owner: alright 😊

Drying: fuck off

Owner: love you too

Drying: I'm glad I had met you

Owner: I'm glad also I met you

Drying: anywho, see you later

Owner: yep :)

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Keys were rattling around from one hand to the other. Bottles of pills shaking to the ground. A man walked to the bathroom, turning on the bath water on. He placed down the keys and bottles down as he started strip naked. The cold breeze hitting against him as he grabbed his pills.

He downed 12 pills then went and lay down in the bath. The man closed his eyes one last time and took his breath one last time....from there the man passed out and left with an overdose of what he did.

Timeskip~
Owner: I'm home

Owner: hello?

Owner: Noah, did you fall asleep?

Owner: please answer my calls and texts please so I know if you are okay or not

Owner: Noah?! Please

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Jude ran inside of the house, not going back to his car to get the things. He ran to look for Noah while screaming. "NOAH!" There was no answer, he ran to the bathroom and noticed water from the ground

Jude looked at the bathtub, turned off the water and then looked at his left. He noticed a body, he jumped and panicked. "NOAH!" He screams as he holds Noah body. "Please don't die on me! I need you" he cries as he calls 911

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Owner: 😭 Lionel

Tea: what's wrong?

Owner: I just got home and I found Noah overdoes in the tub 😭

Tea: WHERE ARE YOU

owner: at the hospital 😭

Tea: okay stay right there

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3 hours later

"Jude Kinkade?" A Doctor said coming out of the room as a woman and man stood up. "I'm Jude and this is Lionel. How is he?"

The doctor wiped off his tears in his face. "I'm so sorry, but he didn't make it. He died in the process"....Jude didn't say anything, his mind was getting noisy, he felt his head hurting and spinning while his vision getting blurry...he just lost his best friend..ex boyfriend...first love from suicide and he wasn't there to save him. He cries heavily and sat on the floor. Lionel sat on the floor, next to Jude and held him.  "It'll be okay, Jude"

"No it won't! How can you fucking say that?! I just lost my fucking best friend from suicide and I wasn't home to fucking save him" he cries loudly as he sniffles. "He's forever gone! I fucking lost him!" He hugs Lionel tightly

Later....,
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Isn't just fucking lovely finding out that you're fucking best friend is dead 😭

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Isn't just fucking lovely finding out that you're fucking best friend is dead 😭 . @ Drying has passed away 1 hour ago from an overdose bath. Noah, why did you fucking leave me 😭 . I love you so much. You were my fucking best friend...first love...my first everything and now you're gone just like that..... I miss you Noah...I'm taking a break on here...I can't do anything to feel happy after finding out my fucking best friend is dead

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To be continued.......

Hey guys... so I know I made Noah kill himself. It was his time to go...I know it hurts saying that but it's the truth. I'll miss adding him in this book by him interacting with Jude or anyone in general. But it was just his time...he was ready... listen guys. I originally wanted Jude to die not Noah but I changed my mind...and I'm just like Jude, I lost someone from suicide. I had this one best friend name Izzy, I known her for almost 3 years, and I recently found out she killed Herself on the first week of December of 2018 and me finding out that she died on March 24, 2019. I miss her so much still to do this day. I'll always remember her and love her 💖. She was my first internet best friend...first internet sibling.....and I'll forever fucking miss her 😭😭💔. This chapter brought me into tears. With me killing off Noah... but I hope you all enjoy this chapter 💔. Couple more chapters left to go until this book is completely over......

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