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So, I got home yesterday night around 11 from my best friend/crush Halloween party and well that didn't end well. So, I was fine the whole time until the last few mins until I had to leave and I found out she had a boyfriend. But, earlier she and I sort of held hands. So, she was really upset and no one would listen to her or care about her besides me. And, we hugged for 2 mins and held hands for a minute. But, I really love her so much, it's so hard for me not move on from liking her. I am happy for her that she is with someone even though, I love her as a friend, sister, and girlfriend. But, she did say to me that she doesn't know who she likes yet. For this chapter and 5 more chapters, there'll be short chapters. I hope you enjoy

Brent is such a mood in this picture to be honest, he became my 1 guy idol and I discovered him on December 31st, 2009
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Zero~: I'm back

Zero~: you read my message, why aren't you answering Me?

Zero~: ur pissed are you?

Zero~: Okay I know you don't have a game or not busy, 1. You are reading my messages. And, 2. You are online

Zero~: are you mad at me?

Zero~: Jude, I'm sorry for whatever I did. Just please talk to me

Zero~: ur my best friend, I can't lose you now

Zero~: goodbye Jude, hope to talk to you soon

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L_Hag_Love: Jude's fine, don't worry about him

Zero~: why hasn't he replied back to me? And, who are you?

L_Hag_Love: Lionel and he's just overwhelmed with work that's all. Noah and him went out to get drinks and came back, Jude is exhausted like Noah. So, I encourage you to listen to me and that is, please don't text Jude today and tomorrow because he needs his rest. He's a busy guy, I hope you understand

Zero~: I do, thank you by the way

L_Hag_Love: dont mention it. U are a great guy, but I should go now, I have a meeting with the League

Zero~: Okay

Is Lionel telling the truth about Jude to Zero?

2 days later,
Jude_support_K: don't be pissed, please but I like you Zero

Zero~: As a friend?

Jude_support_K: no more then a friend. The reason why Noah and I got drinks 2 days ago was because I wanted to get my thoughts out of mind of me liking you

Zero~: Oh

Jude_support_K: I heard you don't like me many times since you are straight, but I just want to say that you make me smile and really happy. I swear, I'm not drunk and I'm not lying. You are a wonderful guy, and I know it's stupid that a gay man himself like a straight man yourself. I hope you find a girl you like

Zero~: so this is it?

Jude_support_K: what do you mean?

Zero~: Are we no longer talking since you like me?

Jude_support_K: it's up to you not me, I don't mind

Zero~: we can talk anytime, it's just sometimes it'll be awkward

Jude_support_K: I know it'll be awkward soon or later. But, you say so Zero

Zero~: even tho, I am not into guys like you, I'll still call you stupid since you are the only stupid I care about and support

Jude_support_K: thanks dork

Zero~: you can call me that if you like

Jude_support_K: maybe. Sure, why not, dork dork dork. I'll spam you in ur posts comments dork

Zero~: you are so messed up in a good way, but in a funny way of being stupid

Jude_support_K: mind telling me why you and Jelena broke up?

Zero~: she played me so she can end up being with Terrence Wall

Jude_support_K: Derek's friend, got it

Zero~: Who?

Jude_support_K: Derek Roman, one of my players

Zero~: Of course he is. I have like no one you know on my team

Jude_support_K: well true and if we ever meet one day, I would love if we get drinks some time and discuss about basketball

Zero~: I would love that stupid

Jude_support_K: bye Dork, I have to go

Zero~: Same, Bye Stupid

Do you think Zero had fell in love with Jude? Or, started to develop feelings for guys like Jude?

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