Remember 2

Chapter 6

Marriage.

Sam. Did. Not.

I laid there staring up at him, nervousness all up in my body. The need to run away almost taking over, but I laid there continuing to stare.

"I think marriage is wonderful." I sighed, trying to think of the right words and Sam smiled. "Can we talk about another thing?" Sam asked and I nodded.

"Do you think we'll get married? Have kids?" Sam asked furrowing his eyebrows and I yawned from the tiredness of it being almost 2:00am. I smiled at Sam and chuckled.

"Sam, I want to marry you. I want to have kids with you, and I want to grow old with you. Is that what you wanted to hear?" I smiled and he nodded smiling before pressing his lips to my forehead.

"I love you very much." Sam said.

"I love you more."

"I love you most." Sam said before I fell off into a blissful sleep.

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"Hazel!"

"Hazel, Cmon! I'm here, Hazel. I'm here."

My name kept being called and i furrowed my eyebrows as I slowly opened my eyes.

Trevor.

"Trevor? Wha-what? What're you doing?"

"I can't stay long, I can't believe I even got this far to you." Trevor cried, tears just pouring down his face as he sobbed in front of me. A room of white surrounded us.

"What's wrong? What's happening?" I asked and he sobbed again.

"I can't do this, Hazel. I can't. I want to go to Heaven, I can't fight anymore! It's just too har-aghh!" Trevor held his head in pain as he gasped for air, I ran to his side and held onto him.

"Whenever I want to go, the more pain I feel." Trevor whispered and I nodded. "That's why you must fight to live, for your friends, family, and me." I whispered in his ear and he cried.

"I saw your past, Hazel. I saw what happened with you and Brent, why did you let that happen to him?" He looked up at me and I shook my head.

"Let Brent watch over you, I think I'm dreaming. This isn't real."

"You are sleeping, and I'm visiting you." Trevor convinced, "This is the only way how, and I do know what happened with you and Brent."

"Then tell me." I chuckled, not believing any of this.

"You gave up on him."

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I woke up, breathing heavily in my bed. I laid there, looking at the ceiling and steadied my breathing. That was Trevor, he actually got to see me.

I got to see him.

But, uh-oh... Trevor knows about Brent and I, well what happened between us before he died and such I guess.

This is just so scary for me, I now understand how Sam felt when I was in the hospital and when I had terminal cancer. Gosh, that sucked.

I took off the covers and wiped the small sweat on my forehead and rubbed my eyes. I yawned and went out to the kitchen, Sam was still asleep.

The house phone started to ring and I panicked, I quickly picked it up, not looking at the Called I.D. I didn't want Sam to wake up.

"Hello?" I whispered and started to walk up the stairs to let sam sleep. "Hey Hazel, darling. It's Trevor's Mom." She sounded worried and I froze on the top on the steps and sat down.

"O-oh hi. How's Trevor?" I asked nervously and she sighed over the phone. "Not good."

"Is he ok?"

"Well-"

"What happened?" I asked and said it a little too loudly, I hoped I didn't wake Sam up or offend Mrs.Moran.

"He had a seizure last night."