Chapter 19

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I walked into the O2L house, still wondering why they always keep it unlocked. I dont know, but I'm just happy this time it is. I dropped my bag on the couch and set Blue down.

Then I fell onto the couch, crying my eyes out.

Why would Sam do that? I shouldn't have left, he could only get worse. I made a point, though! I can't do anything. Ugh I'm not thinking straight.

"Oh, Hazel its you." I heard Kian's voice and felt better instantly. I looked up and realized the lamp light was on. Kian's hair was everywhere as he sweatpants hung low and a baseball bat in his left hand. "I thought there was a burglar or a crazy fan." He chuckled.

"Start locking your door." I giggled and wiped away some tears. Ugh I felt like shit. I smiled and he opened his arms. "Sam told you?" He asked and I shook my head. "I figured it out." I wiped my eyes again and hugged his bare chest.

I cried there for a moment as he rubbed up and down my back soothingly. I gathered myself and sat up. "I left him." I sighed and he furrowed his eyebrows at my statement. "I left him, Kian. I dont know if we broke up, really, but I left him.."

For good. I added in my head and Kian sighed. "Just give him the rest of the day today and go back later in the afternoon. Let's say 3:00 or 4:00pm. It's early, Haze. Go to bed." He ran a hand through his hair and I shook my head.

"No. I don't want to sleep. Can I just stay up?" I asked looking at my phone clock, it said 7:45am which doesn't surprise me at all. "Fine." Kian groaned and I smiled "I'll stay up with you." He smiled and I clapped lightly.

The sun was peeking through the window, lighting up the room slightly. My stomach growled and I stood up, "Breakfast?"

"I thought you'd never ask!" Kian rubbed his stomach and I rolled my eyes, the tears gone. I walked into the kitchen and looked in the fridge, nothing really good to make. I grabbed a carton of eggs and lazily began making them with orange juice and bacon.

4:00PM

"I'm going to run by McDonalds for everyone, probably just grab a ton of crap from the dollar menu." I sighed and Kian's face lit up. "McDonalds! Yes!" He grinned and danced around.
I laughed and rolled my eyes; I took $30 from Kian and headed out the door. I glanced at the my house and bit my lip, my heart was telling me to go over there.

He needs you!
He could get hurt!
He loves you!

I winced at the thoughts and sighed, I walked to the car and started to heat up the car and left the money there. I set my phone in the car and rushed to the house. I unlocked the door and slammed it open.

"Hello?" I shouted, looking around.
silence.

My heart started pumping and racing rapidly. I ran upstairs and saw nothing. His car was in the driveway! It was!

I ran down the stairs crying, worried that something happened to him. I didn't want anything to happen to him. This is all my fault. I pushed open Sam's door and winced when I saw him.

"Sam?" I squeaked.

LONG CHAPTER COMING NEXT, it'll be good. I'll just need time to write it, im sorry about rushed chapters😔 next one will be longer and VERY detailed i assume. xxx
{p.s: do any of you want to see what I look like? : /}

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