Why ME

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People say no pain
no gain but how long do I have to go through it
before I can start seeing some changes on my side

Mama always complaining about me
whilst father is always disappearing on me
People will be hating and dissing
not knowing that I'll be hurting

Right now I can't wait to die
because at least I know that I'll be free
and not living a lie

It's not a suicidal decision
but my own free will conclusion
Two thousand and three
was when it all began

I don't know why fate chose me
to live the life that I can not handle
With no defence
because it was taken away by the offence
that people saw and three on me

Why me out of billions
that come out for living
but truly wishing
for an ending 

~peace_britz
(First wrote 19/10/18)

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