Eating Disorder. [NH AU] III

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that night, i honestly couldn't get to sleep. one of the problems could be blamed on luke's loud snoring-but then again since up to the age of 13, i shared a room with greg and his snores was were the worst. they were as if they could shake the whole house! another reason could be because my stomach was growling as i've never gone without food for three days. i know i'm only making myself ill but i can't help it. this is slowly killing me. the time was 1:09am and i was wide awake. what should i do? what is there to even do? i'm not allowed out of my room. i have no wifi because there is a certain wifi limit you can have everyday for half an hour, and i used that all up at midnight... like an idiot. i tossed and turned, closing my eyes, but it just wasn't working. it was practically impossible to sleep. i had to think of her, evelyn. that stunning girl who's heart was torn apart by my now true enemy. what he did to her was disgusting; it was rude and cruel.

but i'm glad he did in a way. because now she's single, and she cried in my arms. and we are now friends despite it being the hard core rules not to mix with girls on campus, as they're only horrible distractions. i agree, they are but it's also fun distractions.

my phone goes off beside my bed and i pick it up instantly, seeing who my boredom saviour would be... and it was 02, telling me that my free credit was going to run out in six days. dammit. thanks for ruining my morning.

i sigh getting ready to put the phone back on the bedside set of drawers, but instead i can't as it vibrates in my hand. i look at it and almost faint. it's evelyn.

oh. my. god.

my heart is literally hammering against my chest and i'm freaking out. should i answer it, should i should i should i, or should i wait for later on in the morning, or should i not look at it because it's against the rules... or. you know what i've already made my way to opening it now.

the message simply states;

"hey, i can't sleep. this is a pointless message if you're not awkwake right now. if not, sleep tight:)x" -Evelyn DH.

i respond within a heartbeat:

"hii, i'm awake as well aw. why can't u sleep, what's bothering u ? X"

i try and wait for a response, despite the fact she's a late replier which his annoying so i end up falling asleep with the phone flat on my face. oh well.

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"RISE AND SHIIIIIIIIINE! I GOT YOU BREAKFAST MMMMMMM!" i'm awoken by luke's charming voice in my morning. his words aren't appealing to my mind though or heart, but to my stomach it grumbles in response. gosh, why won't it shut up god dammit?!

i groaned and eventually sat up in bed and let the new found light enter my eyes. gosh, this guy opened all the curtains and the sunlight is almost blinding! i'm usually a morning person but i'll blame the lack of food i guess. today i'll allow myself to eat, okay? did you hear that stupid stomach?! stop moaning now!!

"hey, did you just... punch your stomach?!" luke questions me with wide light blue eyes.. oops. now he's gonna think i'm a weirdo, uh oh. well done stomach, s'all your fault now!!

"yeah, it won't stop rumbling..." i muttered sheepishly looking to the floor. luke chuckles though.

"well duh, you haven't eaten since last night so over night your body works up an appetite. here i brought you some from the cafeteria seeing as you over slept." luke handed me a plate of still warm pancakes oozed with maple syrup aka calories, and i almost threw up there and then.