Little Old Me (not my Story!)

Chapter 13

ALL CREDIT TO THE ORIGINAL WRITER

Emma woke up around 10am, which was late for her even thought she fell asleep late the day before, she was used to it after all. She couldn't help but smile as she saw the brown locks sprawled on her chest, in the middle; Reginas Head as she slept peacefully while she was cuddled close to the Blonde. Then Emma's Eyes travelled down to her Arms that were still marked with scars and cuts. She wanted to stop. She never really had the strength or will to stop but now with Regina she did. She wanted to be good for her and Emma finally saw that she didn't have to be that thin to be good, she wanted Regina to have a Normal Girlfriend instead of a Depressed and broken one. She wanted to try for the Person she loved. "Emma..what time is it?", The Brunette asked as she slowly opened her eyes before she pressed her Eyebrows together because of the light shining through the windows. Again, Emma couldn't help but smile at her, she was way too adorable in Emma's eyes. "A little bit after ten o'clock.", Emma answered and pulled the Smaller Woman even closer to her before she kissed her cheek. That was what she had always dreamed of, laying in bed with the Brunette while cuddling and kissing. "That's way too soon.", The Brunette Replied as she leaned up and kissed Emma's chin, which caused the Blonde to laugh. Actually laugh. She didn't do it in a long time. "So...do you want to talk about yesterday?..", Regina asked carefully as she looked up at Emma with those big brown eyes. 'She actually cares about me...', Emma Thought. "Y-Yeah.", She Replied And Pulled the Brunette as close as possible. She trusted her blindly and would tell her whatever she wanted to know. "I guess I'll just tell you everything....I've got depression very long ago, I'm not sure what triggered it, maybe it's the bullying, maybe something else. Anyway, I started scratching and cutting to control it but over the Years it just got worse and I started having breakdowns in school. It all got worse and then there was you. When you were there it was fine, but time passed and I thought you would never want someone such as me. School got worse and stressful. My Parents Force me to visit another school for the next school year which kind of pushed me down even more since I knew I would never see you again. I became kind of addicted. Monday's and The weekends are the worst because I don't get to see you at all, I have several breakdowns and after some time cutting didn't help anymore, well not alone at least. I saw my Body and began to hate it even more-I started vomiting on purpose, with that I managed to stop after some time thought. Now there's not much left anymore than my small amount of Appetite. At the Easter Break it was bad. More than a week without you almost killed me. I knew I wouldn't survive a life without you and decided to kill Myself at the end of the school year...I wanted to Try to kiss you at least once...so I Did. But the Castle wasn't high enough so I didn't die, I never thought about the people that stay back. Like Neal or my parents. I want to try to stop. For you. I don't want you to have a broken girlfriend, I want you to have someone that deserves you.", She Explained completely honestly. 'Regina deserves nothing more than the truth', Emma Thought. The Blonde noticed a few Tears running down Reginas cheek and quickly wiped them away, as before already her hand stayed at her cheek though. "I wish I would've known sooner... and you aren't broken, you're perfect in my eyes. You're strong and beautiful, kind hearted and loving. I know that might be hard to believe but just look at you, you're so loving with me and keep me warm, you're absolutely beautiful.", The Teacher Replied And then Emma was the one that cried. She was never told anything such as that. It was hard to believe if it would've come from anybody else but it didn't, it came from Reginas Lips so Emma believed her. "I'm so happy to have you now.", Emma admitted as she leaned down and met Reginas Lips halfway for a passionate kiss. As in the night before Regina let Emma slip her tongue into her Mouth which caused both of them to hum. "I am happy too, and I'm proud of you for trying.", Regina Replied before she snuggled back into Emma's Chest.