Little Old Me (not my Story!)

Chapter 23

ALL CREDIT TO THE ORIGINAL WRITER

Emma's been avoiding Regina for about three days already, Of course it hurt her but so did the Brunette. How could she actually believe she would love her?, Emma Thought. She's been cutting much and there were several new scratches on her Body. She was getting worse again and basically was a living zombie, she was completely emotionless and thrown off. She would go to Regina's again and if she called she told her she was busy, the Thought Of Sieg the Brunette alone made Emmas heart hurt. How could she believe she was the one Regina truly wanted, Emma Thought. She mostly slept at the Floor instead of her Bed, refusing to let the Memories of her Activities with Regina come back to her mind while trying to sleep. The cuddling, the kissing, the eating out, the snuggling together. It was painful, more painful than any cut or any scratch could ever Be. She couldn't get the Picture of the Redhead holding Regina and kissing her Cheek. She was tall and Thin, as much as Emma saw. "Swan.", Emma Said as she picked up in phone, knowing it was once again Regina who called. "Hey...I miss you...can you come over? Or can I?", Regina asked silently and Emma had already to fight to tears. She just wanted to take the Brunette into her Arms but it seemed too painful to even look at her. "I'm actually pretty busy at the Moment, and my Parents are at home so you can't come.", Emma Lied, She never was busy. "Oh okay...um...I won't bother you then I guess....Will we see soon?", Regina asked and honestly it sounded to Emma like she was about to cry. "I don't know. As I said, I'm pretty busy right now, but I'm sure you will find someone else.", Emma Replied before she ended the Call and new Tears ran down her Cheeks. She couldn't stand the thought of being away from the Teacher but at the same time it was painful to think or look at her. Now you definitely lost her. You're such a piece of shit, you really can't do anything right, can you? Probably she is laying in her Arms right now anyway...probably naked. The Voice in her Head grumbled and Emma believed it once again. All she knew was that Regina didn't even try to fight the Kiss on her Cheek by the other Woman. It was late already, very late when Emma heard someone knocking on the door rapidly. She quickly moved to open it so nobody else in the house would hear and wake up, as always she was the only one that couldn't sleep yet. "R-Regina? What are you doing here?", Emma asked as she opened the door a little and faced the Smaller Brunette. Her eyes were glassy and even bigger than usually-it looked like she could cry any moment. "Why don't you talk to me anymore?...I-I thought you liked me...Did I do anything?..", Regina Asked with a Small Voice as the Tear she seemed to hold so long already, finally escaped her cocoa eyes. "I don't know what you mean, I've just been-", "busy? Yeah I heard that....", Regina interrupted as she looked down at her Shoes. "I-I'm Sorry I know I shouldn't be here I-I just missed you...", Regina Replied as she hastily looked up at Emma. Lies. She's feeling bad for you so she comes here, why would she miss someone like you? "What do you want Regina?", Emma asked as she looked into Reginas eyes once again. "You....We haven't seen each other's for days...I miss you...I miss your kisses and cuddles..", Regina Replied honestly. "Just go talk to your other Girl about it.", Emma scoffed. She didn't want to say it but also couldn't help it. "Which other Girl? Emma what are you talking about? Is that the reason you won't talk to me or see me? Do you think I'm cheating on you?!", Regina asked with Hot Tears Running down her cheeks. "I saw you...and her...some days ago at Starbucks...she held you so close a-and she kissed your Cheek...she was so much more beautiful that me..", Emma Replied as her Cheeks got wet by her Tears as well. "T-That? Emma that was my sister-the Redhead you mean, I assume? It was just my Sister Zelena, she stays here for the week before she leaves again...", Regina Explained in a small Voice as her big brown eyes looked up into Emma's. Great work! Now she knows how jealous you are-Of her SISTER! You're so dumb can you even do a single thing right? She's going to hate you. The Voice in Emma's Head scolded. "W-What? I-I'm so sorry I-I just saw how she held you a-and that kiss on your Cheek..", Emma stuttered as Tears ran down her Cheeks again. "Y-You Thought I cheated...do you really trust me that less?", Regina asked heartbroken. "Of course I trust you...she was just so pretty a-and I just saw when she kissed your Cheek a-and I went crazy..", Emma admitted as new Tears ran down her Cheek before she tried reaching for the backing up Brunette. "I-I think I should go home....as you said your Parents are here and you're very busy at the Moment..", Regina whispered with a small Tear Running down her Cheek. "Please Dont go...I'm sorry..", Emma Replied as she took hold of Reginas Wrist to spin her around. "Emma how is going to work well if you don't trust me...will it also be like this when I'm with a Friend? Please Emma I just love you I don't want anybody else.", Regina asked crying before her and Emma's Eyes widened a little. "Y-You Love me?", Emma asked as her Thumb wiped away Reginas Tears, once again her Hand stayed at Reginas Cheek afterwards anyway. "Very..", The Brunette Replied. "I love you too! I always have.", Emma Replied before she crashed her Lips Against Regina's Ones. "Please don't Leave. Please don't be mad.", Emma pleaded as her Fingers stroke over Reginas Lips. "I'm not mad...but I was being serious about your Parents. And you gave to trust me for this Baby.", Regina Replied before Emma picked her up in Bridal Style. "What about if I get you into my Room and lock the Door?", Emma asked smirking before she kissed Reginas Cheek. "So you would hold me against my Will?", Regina Replied smirking. "I might do..", Emma Replied chuckling before the Brunette nodded. Emma waisted no more time before she ran back into the House, slammed the door shut and quietly went upstairs to her Room before locking it. Then she carefully laid Regina down into the Bed before joining her.