I Love You And I Hate It (Tony Stark X Reader)

part 6 the fight

Tony's perspective

I was in my lab and I was working on a new arc reactor and Bruce was working on something next to me and I heard the door open and y/n walk in. "Hi baby girl" I say without looking up. "Hey tones" she says. "What do you need?" I ask "you just need to fill out some forms for stark expo" she says. "Okay just put them on my desk I'll get to them later" I say. "Ok i love you" she says "love you too babe" i say. "Have you two even slept together yet?" Bruce asks as she leaves the room. "No she's not too comfortable with that stuff we're taking it slow" I say looking up. "How are you handling that genius, billionaire,playboy, philanthropist?" He asks. "Terribly" I say. It was true being Tony stark I wanted to. yes I respected my girlfriends wishes but that didn't mean it wasn't killing me. I love her she is so attractive I mean how can you not expect me to want to? "I knew it" "bruce I love her so much but she is very attractive and I love her sooooo" I say. "Yeah yeah" he says getting back to work. I look over at the forms and go to get them and I pick them up and read a note that says love you babe thank you for appreciating me and loving me every day have a good day of working -y/n. She's so cute I think to myself as I fill in the forms. After I'm done bruce is already gone and I go on working out how to make an improved arc reactor. I finally finish it but I realise I can't get it in because my hand is too big so i have to call someone else to do it for me and I call y/n and I think to myself when pepper did this for me.

Flash back

"Jarvis get pepper down here please" "yes sir"
peppers perspective.

I walk back upstairs and sit on the couch after a few hours Jarvis tells me Tony wants me. I walk down and see him laying on a metal operating table  next to a heart monitor and iv. "Tony what is it?" I ask. "I need someone with small hands let me see yours" "what why?" I ask confused. "Just let me see" he insists. "Fine" I say giving him my hands. "Yes that will work" he says. "I have a new arc reactor and I need to change it but my hands are to big I need you to do it for me" he says. "Is this safe I don't think I'm qualified for this" I say. " you don't need to be qualified it's just a game don't worry about it" he says "fine" i say. "Now reach down and find the copper wire but do NOT let it touch the edge of the metal wall okay?" He says and I find the wire and pull it out slowly. "Okay there is a magnet on the end of it don't pull it aaaaandd you pulled it out" he says and the heart monitor starts beeping quickly. "What's happening?!" I asked panicked. "Well now I'm going into cardiac arrest since you pulled out the magnet" he stays somehow calm. "What should I do!" Isay panicked going to put the magnet back in. "Don't put it back in!" Tony tells "just get the new one and put it in" he says I grab the new one and put it in. "Yeoow!" He screams. "See fun right?" He asks. "Don't you ever ever ever ask me to do something like that again" I say smiling happy he is ok. "Well I only have you" he says and that makes me a bit sad. "Will that be all mister stark?" I ask "that will be all miss potts" he says. "Wait do you want this" I say gesturing to the old arc reactor. "No its junk burn it throw it away do with it what you will". "Okay I say getting an idea".

Time skip.

Tony's perspective

Into my lab with an I've pack on my head and find my coffee on what looks like a box. I pick it up and out of the corner of my eye see a note that says from pepper .I take it off and unwrap the package and find a glass box with my old arc reactor and it has engraved around it proof that tony stark has a heart.

Present day.

Tony's perspective.
I thought about that. I really thought she was the one I would love forever,but she just didn't love me as much I  loved her. I missed her but now I have y/n and life is great. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Jarvis called her in and she replaced it with the improved one. "Will that be all mister stark?" She asks. "That will be all miss potts I mean l/n" I say. Oh no. "Potts? Pepper Potts?" She asks. "No that's not what I meant" i say hurriedly. " oh my God have you been seeing her again?" She says. "No y/n I didn't mean it I messed up i" I say. "Well you seem to be 'messing up' quite a bit Anthony" she says. "Anthony you never call me Anthony" I tell her. "We that all changed when you said miss potts" she says as she storms of. Oh no I really messed up.

Your perspective.

I can't believe is he back with her thought he loved me I don't believe him. How could he do this to me? I love him but I guess he doesn't feel the same way.