I Love You And I Hate It (Tony Stark X Reader)

part 14: we missed you too

Your pov.

I cant believe morgan is already five time has gone by so fast. We haven't seen nat since she met morgan. We haven't seen anyone else since our argument. I'm inside making lunch and tony just went out to get morgan. I hear a knock at the door I open it to see nat steve and scott standing on our porch. "Oh my God guys what are you doing here?" "We need to talk to you and tony" nat says "about?" "Y/n there might be a change we can get everyone back" steve says. "What?! No that's impossible how are you planning on doing that?" "Scott got stuck in the quantum realm but he managed to get out for us it had been five years but for him it was five hours..." steve says. "No...oh no no no I'm not letting our only chance ride on a billion to one cosmic fluke" "y/n scott did it we could if we could figure out a way to control it..." "control what?" Tony comes up the stairs carrying Morgan."Tony..." steve starts. "Steve,scott,nat" "hi" nat says "you have a daughter?" Steve looks at me. I nod. "Yeah we do" I say. "Control what?" Tony asks again. I bend down to Morgan's level. "Morgan go and play inside honey" she runs of. "Time travel" scott says. "He thinks we can control the quantum realm to get everyone back" "that wont work" tony says. "I tried to tell them that" "we're right here" scott says. "Guys I'm sorry but..." tony cuts me off. "I'm not risking my wife or daughter's lives for this" "tony we all lost people" steve says.

Flashback.

"Dont post this on social media its gonna be a real tear jerker..." I watch the video sent from tony again tears rolling down my face. For all I know he's dead on that ship in space. It feels like when he was kidnapped in Afghanistan all over again except he might rhodey cant go to space to save him or when he put that nuke into the portal except he might not come falling down from the sky and wake up only to say "please tell me nobody kissd me. Well except y/n" and "have you ever tried shawarma there's a shawarma joint a couple blocks down I don't know what it is but I want to try it" or when ultron came and he wants to blow up sokovia even though he could die and now a month ago is stabbed by thanos with his own suit. If once is an accident,twice is a coincidence,third is a pattern what is fourth?I was teleported away with thanos when he went to wakanda because I grabbed his arm and he shook me off after he'd teleported. Thats where I found steve. I had to leave Tony,Peter,drax,mantis, strange and quill on titan to go after the purple bastard. Twice I fought him. Twice and i lost both times. Now we dont even know where he is I watched bucky,sam,wanda and vision die before me. It left me,rhodey,thor,nat,rocket and okoye. But they didn't just die they turned into ash litteral dust. I don't even know what happened to peter or anyone other than tony and nebula. I can't believe that we actually lost. The compound begins to shake. What is that. I go to steve,rhodey,nat and rocket. I look up through the skylight. A space ship and a...glowing woman? I run outside they follow. The woman put the ship down and it opens. I see tony and nebula. I run to him he looks so thin. So malnourished. I hug him and start crying. "Tony thank God you're alright" he looks at me with tears in his eyes. "Where...where's peter?" He notes his lip and starts crying into my shoulder. "I lost the kid" "no no...not peter too" I cry. He wipes my tears away. "I'm so happy you're okay I didn't know if you'd turned ro dust or not" he kisses me. "I'm so happy he didn't get you" we walk into the compound rocket and nebula holding hands me and tony still holding onto each other. We get tony a wheelchair,food and water we get nebula food and water too but she didn't really want to eat. I see thor sat down in a room on his own. I go in. "Thor?" "Yes y/n?" "I'm sorry" "for what?" "For what you had to go through" "we all had to go through alot" I sit down next to him an dout my hand on his shoulder. "Not as much as you please tell me if you need anything thor please" he nods and I leave the room but before I do he stops me. "Y/n" "yeah?" "Thank you" I smile at him. "Its okay thor" i leave and sit next to Tony. He's gone peter is really gone. I'll never see him again. Never hear his giggles when he talls about the girl he likes or see his eyes light up when he talks about being a hero. Never hear his cute little stutter everytime one of us gives him a compliment during training,never talk to him when he need advice or when he's upset about something. Never get to tell him he's a real hero ever again.

Present day.

"Yes we did but I..." "we have a second chance tony" steve says. "I've got my second chance right here cap" "guys if you dont talk shop you can stay for lunch I wish you would have come for something else. Anything else. I missed you all" I say. They start to walk away I sigh and start to go inside but nat and steve stop me. "We missed you too you know"