SYNCED 3 | Erased Sync

Chapter 3.33 ~ Strong

Double Update cause why not

In this chapter there is a mention of suicide, not the action of it but the thought. I'm putting this warning in case any of you may be triggered by it, please, if you have these thoughts. Get help, talk to somebody you trust or maybe even a stranger can bring some closure. If not, please contact the suicide hotline.

Now on with the chapter.

"Angel it's fine, seriously," Hoseok insisted, watching as Yoongi dried his hair with a towel. The two just coming out of the shower moments before.

Yoongi scowled, "I don't like the idea of you going back to that fucking place, by yourself, when anything could happen!"

Hoseok pulled Yoongi closer to him by his wrist, the male pulling them both onto the bed underneath them while their lips connected. The younger moved his lips against Yoongi's slowly, the elder giving in almost immediately.

"I know you're scared," Hoseok began, his lips hovering over Yoongi's, "but I'm going to be okay, this is going to be okay. I can handle him and make sure he doesn't find out."

Yoongi exhaled shakily, now letting his head fall on Hoseoks chest, his breath calming down as he listened to Hoseoks heartbeat, "I don't want to loose you again, I've already lost so much because of him. I lost my mother, almost lost some of my best friends, I don't want to loose you again."

Hoseok nodded, understanding where Yoongi's fear was coming from but he also knew that they needed to be strong for this situation. Though the male knew Yoongi has already been strong enough for the past three years.

Eventually the two were under the covers, with Yoongi curled into Hoseok. The two still wide awake.

"I wanted to end my life," Yoongi confessed quietly, causing Hoseok to sit up abruptly.

"What?!"

"After I couldn't feel you anymore, when I thought you were dead. I wanted to end it all because I was in so much fucking pain, Hobi. That emptiness I felt inside of me, mixed with imagining not seeing your smile, hearing your voice, touching you, or feeling you anymore, it was all too much. The fact that my mother was gone too and I couldn't confide in her, the fact she wouldn't be able to meet the kids. I was going to before the twins were born but once they were I regretted the thought," Yoongi was crying by now, tears going down his pale cheeks as Hoseok listened to him confess his darkest feelings. "Maybe if he didn't kill my mom I'd be able to cope better, but without her I felt like I didn't have anything. Even if I did have the guys and my sister, i-it was just so hard-"

Hoseok pulled Yoongi into a comforting hug, his arms wrapping around his fiancé protectively, "I understand baby, you are so, so, strong for pushing through it all. I love you so much, angel."

Yoongi sobbed into Hoseoks arms, glad he got it off his chest and was able to have Hoseoks warmth surrounding him.

That night Yoongi fell asleep with tear stained cheeks but he was in Hoseoks arms, his syncs arms.

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"Do I look the same as before?" Hoseok inquired, looking at Yoongi.

The elder took in Hoseoks appearance. The contacts they bought looked real, they looked like Hoseoks eyes before he synced to Yoongi again. He was wearing clothes from before and his hair was styled like before.

Finally, Yoongi nodded, "You do, you just have to act the same way as before."

Hoseok nodded before grabbing his jacket and phone, though Yoongi grabbed his wrist before he even exited the room. He pulled Hoseok down to connect their lips, the male parting his lips slightly but refrained from deepening their kiss.

Or Hoseok wouldn't leave.

"I love you so much, be careful," he told the younger, who smiled while nodding.

"You know I will."

The two walked out of the bedroom, immediately greeted by the twins.

"APPA!" Jihoon shouted, Yoongi the only one that turned his head.

Hoseok didn't because he didn't expect the kids to begin calling him Appa or anything of the sort, so he just went to tie his shoes.

"Not you appie," Misun told with a pout, her and her twin going to Hoseok. "You, appa."

Yoongi's heart melted in his chest, the male unable to hold in his squeal of excitement for his sync. Who just sat there with an astonished expression.

"Wher you goin appa?" Misun asked, her and her brother right beside each other.

Hoseok just blinked at the two, "I, um, I need to go see a friend. Appa will be back soon though, okay?"

Jihoon and Misun nodded, the two kissing Hoseoks cheek and Hoseok kissed their foreheads. Hoseok got up again, walking over to Yoongi and pecking his lips before he left.

Leaving a very anxious Yoongi behind.

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Hoseok stood in front of the apartment with very bad anxiety, his thoughts racing as he contemplated just leaving.

You're going to be fine, Hobi, remember I'm with you one way or another, Hoseok heard the voice of his sync in his head, the male smiling at his voice, he assumed Yoongi could feel his anxiety.

The orange haired male took a deep breath and proceeded to open the door.

Sejun was on the other side, a bright smile on his face when he saw Hoseok walk in, "Hey, kiddo, how was the nights you were at Mins?" he asked, raising his eyebrow teasingly at Hoseok.

The male smiled, trying not to show his fear, "It was fun, but I did miss my home." he chuckled, Sejun doing the same.

He walked over to Hoseok and hugged him, the younger refrained from tensing at the action, "I'll make dinner, you go wash up."

Hoseok nodded, running into his room.

6 Bitches, A king, and A Zombie

Hobi
I'm okay, he believes that I'm still the same as before. And who the fuck made the GC name?

Jin Hyung
Guilty as charged

Hobi
-_-

Namjoon
Glad you're okay, Hoseok

Ilsungsung
Have you noticed anything your other self didn't?

Hobi
Nope

Jiminie
Stay safe Hoseokie Hyung!! We can't loose you again

Angel
Especially me

Taehyungie
Yeah, especially Yoongi

The child
Guys he'll be okay! Now stop texting the chat so much omg

Hoseok chuckled as he turned off his phone, maybe this plan would work out.

a/n
*hits the woah*