My Lannan. My Lazarbeam. My Love. (Completed)

Watch it Mr.Muselk (Lannan)

I'm tired as shit right now. Damn.

I had done my video with Lachy yesterday, then me, him, and his girlfriend went out drinking. Not too much... ok it was a lot. My stomach turned weird and I ran to the toilet. I puked up my stomach fluid, and realized how hungry I was.

I went to the kitchen to eat breakfast, and saw Tannar and Cray eating together. They were sitting across from each other, deep in conversation. I could only see Tannar's face, and she was smirking and blushing slightly. I could guess what they were taking about. When I walked, in Tannar saw me and jumped a little. Cray stopped talking and looked back at me. "Mornin' sleeping beauty!"

I grumbled in response.

"Lannan! Where are your manners?!" Tannar said playfully. I grumbled again and she giggled.

I opened the cupboard to see that my front loops were gone, and I sure as hell wanted fruit loops today. I cursed under my breath, grabbed my keys, and went out the door. I hopped in my car and drove the 10 minutes to the Click house. On the way I turned on music and it came on to, "Shake it off, Shake it off, ooh, ooh!" I turned it to a different station.

There's some good music.

"Got me sayin' Wow." I hummed along to the music until the next song came on. "Can't we just Talk? Can't we just Talk? Talk about where we're goin', before we get lost."

Finally I got to the house and pulled up. When I walked into the kitchen, Emma was sitting there by herself, on her phone. I quietly walked up behind her, and wrapped my arms around her. She jumped and put her phone face down on the counter. She realized and giggled at me. I frowned and rested my chin on her shoulder. "Whatcha doin'?"

"Nothing." She answered, and her foot started bouncing slightly.

"Don't lie to me baby." I said, nuzzling in closer to her.

She takes a deep breath and says, "It's a.. a surprise! I can't tell you right now." Her foot bounces more.

"Oook."

I knew she was lying but I couldn't do anything about it. I grab the fruit loops and pour myself a bowl, sitting across from her.

"So, how was yesterday? What did you do?" I ask.

"Well, after breakfast I watched TV, and then I ate lunch, then I watched TV, then I ate dinner, and then I watched TV, then I fell asleep on the couch and then- actually that's it." She said, out of breath.

"What were you gonna say?"

"Well, then Elliot carried me to my room.

I felt the pit of my stomach light on fire for a second, and then my brain came in and put it out. "Hm." Was all I said.

"Don't be mad at him! He was just there on the couch and he-" she gasps and covers her face with her hands.

My stomach does it again, but this time I don't say anything, just stare off and clench my spoon in my hand.

"I'm sorry Lannan." She says, looking down.

"It's ok."

My voice sounds strained and small.

Dammit.

Suddenly she leaps over to me and kisses me. I meet her eyes and she smiles into my mouth. I keep my eyes open as she closes hers, and watch our lips move together. She puts her hands in my hair and I put mine in hers.

I close my eyes as she deepens the kiss, pulling herself closer so she is sitting on the counter now. Suddenly she pulls away and jumps off the counter. I turn to see Elliot just starting to come down the stairs, so he didn't see us. I quickly walk around the counter and sit on the stool next to her.

I resume our kiss, and thankfully she goes with it, hesitantly, but still. I put my knees between hers and she moves forward onto my lap, straddling me. I finally break away, and Elliot walks towards the counter, pretending he didn't see anything. His face turns red and I know that he saw.

That'll show him.

I say, "Mornin' Elliot!" and flash him a big, obviously fake, grin. He looks up at me and scowls. I glance at Em to make sure she didn't see. She's looking at her cereal.

He understands. Watch it Mr.Muselk.

As soon as Emma finishes her cereal, I wrap my arm around her and lead her out of the kitchen. I lead her to her room and we watch TV while we wait to shoot the new Click video today.

After a while, I hear Cray come in upstairs. Me and Em go upstairs to start the video. She's been assigned as my personal film person now, so she's always on the film crew. We all get on the couch and set up the cameras.

Cray starts off with, "Hey guys, what's up and WELCOME, to another Click video."

"I know that we said we weren't saying what happened but some of you already figured it out. My sister, Ilsa, passed away. We're not going to tell you any details, but I will say that it's hard losing someone you love. For a while, I thought I might never be the same. But I realized that I have to accept what happened, and move on. I know that Ilsa wouldn't want me to be sad forever. She would want me to move on, and live life. So that's what I'm doing."

Elliot has tears streaming down his face as he finishes, and he says, "Cut." I'm sitting right next to him, so I wrap my arms around him and let him cry on my shoulder. My eyes start to well up and I feel some tears on my face as well.

After a few minutes, he wipes his eyes and says, "Ok. We can keep going now." He sniffs and takes a deep breath. We continue the video, 'YouTuber Pictionary' and it's pretty fun. It keeps Elliot's mind off of Ilsa.

When we finish, we all go out to lunch. We just talked, nothing exciting. When we were done with that, we all played random Nintendo games for Double Click.

Today is a pretty good day.

A/N:

I'm so happy to be writing this!! I love this story and I hope you guys do too!! Sorry for the boring chapter tbh just needed a filler for now. Also sorry I haven't been posting lately! ✌🏻

P.S. Colin isn't gone 🤪🤫