My Lannan. My Lazarbeam. My Love. (Completed)

Falling for Emma (Lannan) STRONG LANGUAGE

Last night was a fuckin mess.

I really hope that Emma didn't find me creepy but hell, I had to do something.

As I drive back to my place in Sydney, I can't stop thinking about her. I'm so glad Emma chose the room next to me, Ilsa is... kinda weird with me.

No matter how much I try to think about anything else, Emma takes up every inch of my mind. Her humor, her beautiful blue eyes, her full lips, her soft hair. The way she looked when she lay down, even sick, fuck she's beautiful.

I turn to ask Tannar if she wants the radio on, when I remember she stayed at the Click house with Cray. They're so fuckin star crossed in love, meanwhile I've had only one girlfriend since god damn high school.

It really sucks sometimes. All my friends are in love, hell some are married, and I can't get a god damn girlfriend. 10 million people who adore me, but I don't have the balls to ask anyone out.

I arrive home and go to my room. I get on my phone and tweet out saying I won't be uploading tonight, I have other things on my mind.

I strip down and get in the shower. I turn the water too hot and think about how much I wish Emma were here right now. Once I get out I don't bother getting into pajamas or brushing my teeth. I just plop down in bed and close my eyes.

***

When I wake up, the first thing I do is find an excuse to be at the Click house again.

What about a Click video

I think to past video ideas and choose fear pong. I figure I'll be braver if I've had a drink or two, plus I can easily be funny. I get on my phone and start a group call.

Elliot: "HEY WASSUP GUYS AND WELC-"
Lannan: "ELLIOT!"
Everyone: *laughs
Cray: "So what's up Lannan, you wanna, uh, do somethin?"
Lufu: *choke laughs adorabley like she does
Marcus: "Cray wtf?" *laughs
Lannan: "Well actually I was thinking of doin another video."
Bazz: "What did you have in mind?"
Lannan: "I was thinkin fear pong would be fun."
Elliot: "Oh good idea."
Cray: "THAT WAS MY IDEA!"
Everyone: *laughs again
Marcus: "Actually yea that does sound fun. How about today?"
Elliot: "Works for me!"
Lufu: "Me too."
Cray: "Me three!"
Bazz: "Me four."
Marcus: "Me five!"
Lannan: "I love how we're a bunch of grown ass adults and we made it all the way to five." *laughs
Everyone: *laughs
Elliot: "Ok Lannan wanna meet us at 4?"
Lannan: "Sure!"
Elliot: "Right then see ya then!"
Everyone else: "See ya!"
Lannan: "Kay bye sisters!"
Everyone: *laughs

I end the group call and sigh in relief.
I put on shoes, grab my keys, and hop in my car with determination.

I'm gonna ask out Emma today.

A/N:
I don't have much for an a/n today but I wanna say happy 4th of July cuz I forgot to say it yesterday! Ok so I know I'm the last a/n I said you would like this chapter but it didn't go where I was planning it to. Sooo I'm moving that little note to this a/n if that makes any sense. You will probably like the next chapter cuz I think it's gonna get a little more interesting/intense 😏😏 Also if your enjoying the story please vote and comment saying what you think of it so far! PEACE ✌🏻