My Lannan. My Lazarbeam. My Love. (Completed)

A Party two Blocks Away (Emma)

12:03 pm

My phone lights up with a message from Grace. I click to open it and see it's a group chat with me, Tannar, Kath, and Liv.

Grace: Hey guys I'm throwing a girls party at my friends house tonight at 10. You in?

Liv: Sorry I can't ☹️☹️☹️ I have plans with Elliot tonight.

Me: I can!

Tannar: I think I can, I have to check with Cray. Brb.

Kath: I can as well! What's the address?

Grace: 2437 Bellview Drive

Tannar: I can come!! 🥳🥳

Me: See you soon girls!! 🤪

Liv: 😒

Tannar: 😂😂 Sorry Liv 😂

Grace: See you all at 10!

I turned off my phone and went to my closet. What to wear? I couldn't decide, so I gave up for now and went upstairs in my pajamas. I saw Lannan and a girl sitting at the table. They looked deep in conversation, laughing and smiling at each other.

What the fuck?

She was really pretty, with blonde hair and cold, icy blue eyes.

When she saw me she flashed a big smile that looked genuine. Lannan saw her smile and looked back. He also smiled at me and motioned for me to come over.

I sit down next to him and put on a small fake smile.

"Well mornin sleeping beauty!" He says, quickly kissing me.

"Em, this is Brooke. Brooke, this is Emma."

"Hi, nice to meet you." She says, shaking my hand over the table.

"She is my new editor! I decided my channel is big enough now that I can't do all my own editing."

Well, fuck.

"Well, nice to meet you Brooke." I say with a small smile.

I don't like her.

We continue small talk until it's time for her to leave. Apparently, today she just wanted to get to know Lannan. Whatever.

I go down to my room without waiting for Lannan.

"Hey!" He calls after me.

He runs down the stairs and gets to my door right before it shuts, peeking in.

"Hello?"

I don't answer.

He steps in and sits next to me. "Hey babe, what's wrong?"

"Nothing."

"Well it must be something. I'm sure whatever it is I can help."

He gently pushes me back on to the bed.

"No!" I say, jerking up.

"You can't just handle everything with sex!" I whisper scream the last word.

His face falls. "I'm sorry I-"

"No. Get out."

"But babe-"

I look him dead in the eye. "Out."

His face falls and he walks out. "I love you." He says as he leaves.

I sigh and bury my head in my pillow. I feel something under it and pull it out. His patriots sweatshirt. I slip it on and take a nap, surrounded in his smell.

3 hours later
4:38 pm

I woke up and looked at the time. I still had time to kill. I turned on my TV and went to YouTube. I went to my notifications and saw a new video from Lannan. I clicked on it and watched him rage at Cizzorz.

I watched a few more of his videos and each one made me smile. I got to a video he made about fanfictions and clicked on that. I decided to read one and it was actually really good. I found a new hobby.

It was finally 7:30 and I got off my phone to find something to wear. I decided on a slim, dark purple dress. It was strapless, came down about mid thigh, and had no back.

Perfect.

It was now 8:00 and I started on my makeup and hair. I let my hair down and it was already in waves so I just left it. My makeup took me over an hour, with purple eyeshadow, pink lips, and dark eyes. It sounded like a weird combination, but it worked.

It was 9:30 and I gathered my purse, touch up makeup, put on a necklace and earrings, and headed out the door. I saw Kath leaving too and she looked stunning. We ended up riding together and listening to music on full blast.

When we got there we saw a huge house, maybe bigger than the Click house. We walked in and it was much nicer on the inside than the Click house. Grace was the only one there, because Tannar wasn't there yet.

There was even a bar with a bartender who looked slightly familiar. Grace led us to the balcony and it was beautiful. It overlooked the water from a different perspective than ours, and this view was arguably better.

At 9:59 Tannar rushed through the door yelling, "IM HERE!"

We all laughed and applauded for her. Grace showed us where to leave our purse and turned on the music.

"Let's get this party started!" She yelled as she pressed play. They walked over to the bar but I was held up responding to a text from my mom. You just can't ignore your mom.

I walked over to the bar after everyone had already left it.

"What would you like tonight miss?" The bartender asked as I met his eyes.

I gasped. "Your.. umm... Colin! That's your name. I met you on the Uber ride!" I internally cringed. "Ssorry about the dance."

"It's no problem."

We sat there awkwardly, me looking at the countertop and him looking at me.

"Soo, do you know what you want?"

"Oh! Yes! Umm." I nervously laughed. "I don't know. Surprise me."

I don't drink much, so I have no clue what to ask for.

"Alright then." He starts making my drink, adding things that I have no clue what they even are. He adds a cherry on top and hands the drink to me. "Enjoy." He says, flashing me a smile. I feel like there's something else in that smile. Like... I don't know. For now I just wanna get drunk and party.

2 hours later

I've had about 5 drinks and I'm starting to feel really disoriented. I go to the bathroom and sit on the closed toilet. Suddenly it's like a wave of nausea and tiredness hits me and I stumble to the floor. Now I'm on my hands and knees, my limbs shaking. This isn't just alcohol. It hits me again, and this time all I feel is tiredness, and my face hitting the bathroom floor.

A/N:
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