My Lannan. My Lazarbeam. My Love. (Completed)

My Baby

Emma POV

I wake up surrounded in the smell of Lannan. He's just this amazing man that I'm in love with. I turn towards his and kiss his nose. His hand reach out and pull my face in, kissing me deeply. He grinds on me, a soft moan escaping me.

He climbs on top of me and runs his hands down my naked curves. I groan into the kiss and he smirks.

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Some time later
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He curls up next to me and we fall back asleep, my lower half feeling sticky and wet.

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1:00

We slept for three more hours. Damn.

I get up and run a shower, moving quietly so I don't wake Lannan.

I step out and he sits up from the bed, plugging his phone back in and pulling me in for a kiss before he gets in the shower as well.

I get dressed while he's in there and when he comes out he has a weird look on his face.

"What's wrong babe?" I ask him.

"Uh, nothing." He says, ignoring me.

"Lannan" I say I'm a warning tone.

"Did we... use a condom?" He slowly asks.

My face pales and I realize we didn't. I missed my birth control this month so we should have. Shit.

"It's ok baby. I didn't want to worry you because it's really not likely. Don't worry." He hugs me and I put my hands on his chest.

"We can't take that chance Lannan. I don't want a baby yet.." I trail off.

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2 weeks later
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I wake up and run to the toilet, feeling super nauseous and dizzy. Lannan immediately gets up with me, helping me to the bathroom. He holds my hair as I puke.

When I'm down I look up at him and smile softly. Deja vu. I see that he sees it too and he smiles back at me, hugging me.

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1 week later
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I peel off the pad from last night. It didn't come. Weird.

Oh fuck. Shit shit no no no please no.

"Lannan?!" I call for him. My voice feels funny, like it's not working.

He comes running in and I see his confusion and worry. "What's wrong baby?"

"I didn't get it." I feel myself start to cry.

The color drains from his face and he stumbles back. I hear the door and cry harder. Fuck no he did not just leave. I stand up and pull my pants up, but immediately fall to the floor. I'm dizzy and sick. Where's the fucking toilet?! I barely make it and grip the edge, emptying my stomach.

I hear the door open a few minutes later and someone running up the stairs. Lannan appears holding a box.

"I thought you left.." I say quietly.

"Never." My husband hugs me and tries to kiss me but I turn away. "You don't wanna kiss me right now."

He wines and drops the box on the floor. "Ok baby. Use that." He leaves the bathroom and closes the door. I look to see a pregnancy test on the floor and my breath catches. This is the moment of truth.

I use it and place it on the floor, my hands shaking too much to hold it. I close my eyes and tears fall down my cheeks.

When I open my eyes, I see two faint pink lines. I fall to my knees and call for Lannan. He bursts in the door and sees the test on the floor in front of me. His face goes white and he sinks to his knees to hug me.

"It'll be ok baby."

"I don't want a baby Lannan! How are we gonna do this? I'm only 21 and your 24!"

"We'll be fine baby. Ok? Listen to me." He turns my shoulders to him and tilts my chin up to meet his eyes. "We will get through this." I see doubt and fear in his eyes.

He picks me up and lays me gently on the bed. I admire his body as he slips his shirt over his head and pulls his shorts down. His hands rub down my arms and back, making me shiver. He tugs at his huge shirt on my small frame, and I slip it off. I didn't wear a bra to sleep so all I have now are my panties. I see the lust glittering in his eyes as he admires me.

His hands continue to run over my back and sides as he straddles me. I moan when I feel his erection press against me, pleasure showing in the growing wetness between my legs.

He slides his boxers off and my panties, throwing them both across the room.

His fingers rub my clit as he pushes in, the other hand on my throat holding me down. I let out a moan and feel his tongue run across my boobs. My hips buck up as he creates a rhythm.

"More Lannan please." I pant out, wrapping my arms around him and pulling him down onto me. My nails rake over his back and he moans.

He starts going harder and faster, until he hits my sweet spot every single time. My legs are around his torso and he moans into my ear. "Scream for me Em. Scream so the neighbors can hear. So everyone knows your mine."

I tighten around him and scream his name as we orgasm at the same time.

He stays inside of me, but rolls so I'm on top. I lay my head on his chest and he holds me close to him. We're both panting but I kiss his neck. His fingers still rub my clit and I shy away, the sensitive area burning with painful pleasure. He doesn't stop and I whimper.

Finally, his hand starts to trail up my body and then back down. I sigh as he rubs my back and all I can think of is Lannan as I drift off to sleep.

Lannan's POV

I feel her breathing slow and I know she's asleep. I roll over and pull out gently, trying my hardest not to wake her. She's so fucking sexy and it takes all my will power not to jump on her and start round two.

I sigh and walk out to the kitchen, still completely naked and make breakfast for the two of us. Just some simple eggs and bacon. I take a plate up for her and when I get there she's still asleep. She's gonna be more tired now. Shit what have I fucking done?! I should have used a fucking condom I'm so stupid!!

I set the plate of the nightstand and get dressed, heading to the Click house for our video today.

When I get there everyone is already waiting in the living room.

"Aye! Lannan!" Nathan says when I walk into the room. He always seems to be the one introducing people.

I see Liam and Tannar are also waiting in view of the camera and try not to say anything. It takes MY SISTER an engagement to get into a video, but as soon as Liam shows up he's in the first one. What the fuck Elliot?!

We shoot the video and chill on the couch when we're done.

"Hey guys.. I have an announcement.." I say.

"What's up?" Brodey asks.

"I'm gonna be a... a dad." I choke out. Everyone cheers and I force a smile.

But when I catch Elliot's eyes, he's glaring at me with immeasurable hate. Ohhh shit.

A/N

Yep...

4 more parts!!

Also I think I'm having someone make the cover not rly sure tbh 😂😂 but hopefully I'll have that soon!!