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Lannan's POV

We rush into the hospital, carrying her bridal style. Marcus helps me carry her and there's no turning back now.

We quickly get checked in and set her in a wheelchair. The doctors wake her up so she can start this brutal process. And I stand by and hold her hand the whole time.

Everyone's here, except Elliot. He's trying to get over his breakup.

They're all waiting outside with balloons and fully charged phones. This is gonna be a long night.

Tannar is also in the room with me, and Marcus runs out as soon as we have her on the bed. He'll need to take their baby home.

I try to keep my eyes on her face, cause I know I'll hate what I see if I look down. My heart clenches as she cries out but I can't do anything about it.

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5 hours later
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I still hold on to her hand as silent tears stream down her face. My poor baby. She's so exhausted and she still has hours left to go. My hand is numb from her constant squeezing and I hold her head in my hand as she cries.

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6 hours later
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I hold the baby girl in my arms as she recovers. She cries for her mother and Em reaches for her desperately, but the doctors need her to rest.

I clutch the baby girl to my chest and kiss her forehead.

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1 week later
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Btw sorry for so many time jumps 😂😂

Still Lannan's POV

I hold Ilsa in my arms for a while, just watching TV. She starts crying so I hand her to Em to feed her. I get up to go to the bathroom. The closest one is up on the floor with everyone's rooms.

I go up and run into Elliot coming out of the bathroom. His eyes widen and he yanks me into his room.

"Elliot?! What he fuck is wrong with y-" He cuts off my whisper yell by forcing his lips on mine. My body reacts and before I know it I'm kissing him back. He pushes me back on to the bed and moves his hands from my chest, down.

I hear someone banging on the door. Fuck. It's Emma. What's she saying?

"Wake up! Wake up! Lannan wake the fuck up!"

My eyes fly open and I sit up in our bed. A hot blush comes to my cheeks when I remember my dream and I feel my dick throbbing. It's betrayed me already.

"What the fuck were you dreaming about?! You tried to kiss me and started moaning?!"

"Oh um.. yeah sorry about that."

"Who were you dreaming about?" She asks.

"You." I blurt too fast.

She narrows her eyes, nods, and goes back to sleep.

Well, fuck.

***

I wake up and realize I have nothing to do today. After I quit YouTube all I've been doing is Click. Ugh I'm gonna be bored as hell today.

I decide to just go over to the house for shits and gigs. Why not?

I get an Uber and walk in the door. I call out, "WHO'S HOME?" A few people come down from their rooms, but when I see Elliot I blush. He looks at me questioningly and I nod at his room. He nods and we go into it. He shuts it behind him and asks, "What's up?"

There's a hint of excitement in his voice, and I'm not sure if I like it yet.

No! What the fuck I'm married to Emma!

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