Uggghhhhhh. I'm gonna vent here because I'm currently becoming not ok.
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(Note: I am female, this will be useful for later in my whining)
Let's see how much I'm gonna whine about now.
I don't even know what I'm writing.
It's 1:08Am
I'm tired
Currently stressed over how jealous I can be. I mean, come on. God forbid my friends have a little fun without me. I don't know why I complain I just do for whatever reason. My friends go out and live there lives meanwhile I have to stay in my house all day and watch youtube, tv or maybe just play a game.
I think I'm just upset over how ungrateful I can be. I do have plenty of things to do. Play Sims 4. Play on my switch/laptop/phone. (Sims 4 is on my sister's computer)
But that's not what I wanna do. I wanna stay over at my friend's house. I wanna be with my girlfriend. But Noooo.
I had I fuxking convince my parents I'm not bisexual so they would even consider letting me go over to my 'Friends' house.
Ok. I'm not 18 yet. I'll say that I guess. "You can go over when you're 18 and make whatever mistake you want because I won't have to take care you then" -This is basically something my dad told be. (I say basically because the end is slightly inaccurate. I forgot what he said because I'm stupid and forget things easily)
I really hate myself for being and edgy ass teen. I'm so cringy. I've been told that aswell lol, I needed to take my inhaler (is that how you spell it? Eh idc to check) and I guess I said something and another chick laughed and said, "You're so cringy"
Lmfao. Wattpad sorta froze and I lost the part where I was complaining about how I think I'm an attention hog. No fair. Though I thought I lost the whole chapter started crying a bit because I really wanted to write this. I just need to. It's better than doing anything else, it's the lest stressful and it's not physically harmful to me. I've started to feel better writing this and I actually don't feel like complaining anymore. I'm probably gonna make another vent some other time but for now I think I'm just gonna go talk to my girlfriend and try to sleep.
