is it real?

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me and Hayes were growing love for each other. we talk a lot and see each other at the waterfall almost everyday. the waterfall is like our special place that no one knows about. our parents only think we are friends but Nash knows were not.

it was early November when i began to doubt our 'relationship'. it was early in the morning and i was on instagram....

i was looking through my instagram feed when i saw a quote that was said by some deceased famous writer. the quote was 'true love is hard to come by and though you may think it is love, you are too young to know'. i didnt understand it but i thought that it was directed towards me and Hayes.

i decided to go to the waterfall that day and talk to Hayes about whatever was going on. we weren't boyfriend and girlfriend but we loved each other like couples do.

i texted Hayes to meet me at the waterfall and he replied soon after

Hayes- *why? What's wrong?*

Me- *because we need to talk. Just meet me there in 10*

Hayes- *okay, I'm leaving now*

I didn't bother to respond. I needed to know if we were a 'thing' or not.

I told mum where I was going and left the house. I saw Hayes walking in front of me. I called out his name and he stopped and turned around and waited for me to catch up. I ran up to him and gave him a hug. He wouldn't let me go. I didn't want to hug him for long. I don't know why but I was quite emotional when it came to him lately. Maybe it was because I was a hormonal teenager.

We walked to the waterfall and sat down on the rocks. I just sat there for a second. Hayes turned around and smiled at me. I turned to face him and I guess I looked really serious. He grabbed both my hands and looked at me with a worried look on his face.

"What's wrong? Did I do something? Are you okay? Don't tell me your moving? Are you okay?" He talked so fast he could barely breathe. "I'm im fine. I just want to know, what are we? Are we a 'thing' or not?" I said. He looked at me for about 30 seconds. I just stared into his big blue eyes. "What do you want us to be?" He said. I looked up at him. "I don't know. What do you want us to be?" He stopped and thought about it for a while. I just sat there staring at him.

He finally spoke. "Friends. Close friends." I was hurt. I thought he wanted us to be more than friends. I mean I think I loved him but now I began to doubt us even more. "Umm okay." I said with a hurt tone to my voice. I couldn't help it. I felt my eyes starting to water. I tried to blink it back but I couldn't help it. A tear rolled down my cheek but wiped it away before hayes could see it.

"Sorry if I upset you." Hayes said with sympathy. "No no you didn't. I just wanted to know if we were a 'thing' or not cause we exchange 'I love yous' and we make out a lot. I completely understand." Lie lies lies. I was lying to him. "Umm I need to get back. Mum wants me home early." I said whilst letting go of his hands. "Um okay, I'll see you tomorrow yeah?" Hayes said while standing up. I didn't want to look at him. I didn't want him to see that I was hurt. "Um actually no. I am busy" I was looking at his red vans. "Alright, then the day after how bout that?" He said with joy in his voice. How could he act like nothing happened when he just broke my heart. Was I nothing to him?! It made me angry more then upset. I just wanted to punch him! "Actually I can't. I'm busy all week. Sorry." I said trying to look confident and not upset. My eyes were red and he changed his eyebrows from a happy and excited look to worried.

"Look, If I hurt you by what I said you can tell me and I will try to make it up to you. Please don't be mad at me. I love you." I was shocked. He loves me but he wants to be friends. What a dick! He tried to give me a hug and he tried to kiss me. I didn't even hug him. I just pushed him away. "Bye hayes." I started to walk off when he grabbed my arm. It hurt a little. His girl was strong and he was hurting me. "OWWW!" I turned and faced him and death stared him in the eye. "Sorry but what's wrong? Why are you all of a sudden mad at me?" Was he stupid?!?

"Are you serious right now?" At this point I was yelling at him. "You kiss me hug me play with me Say you love me and then just want us to be friends! What the fuck is wrong with you Hayes Grier!" He just stood there speechless. I didn't regret anything I said to him. I was furious. "I didn't mean it like that." He said.

"Then what did you mean! Did you mean to tell me I'm not good enough to be your girlfriend or you are just an asshole that is playing me. Make your pick because now because this is the last you will be speaking to me." He stood there speechless. "Fine. I guess I'm not worth your time." I walked off and didn't look back. My eyes started to water. Did I just break up with him? No. We were never together.

"WAIT DANNI-ELLE!" I heard him yelling after me. I started to run. He was fast but so was I. I've never run this fast before. I reached home and ran straight to my room. I cried for days. He didn't text or call me or even try to contact me. What a dick. He obviously didn't care.

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